Best posts made by Hyde

Thank you for the peoples who stand behind me and appericated me so much and being friendly to me

I gonna leave the place with a smile because i know i don't hate anyone of you
it didn't matter who and what i was and what you was think about me the important thing is what you believed by heart
I felt to have a place where i could be myself and could relax from the work i had
I know you didn't believed me and others fought for me i am thankful to them by all my heart ! knowing there was peoples seeing me as a human and not as a celebrity ..it was a feeling i missed for a long time

I had peoples here i really liked even i could not proof myself to them some of you heard my recs some of you was just happy talking

whatever happens lately i am sorry...for staying there as a liar

Nat-chan , and all others who kept fighting for me arigatou so much !!!

loves from Japan,

Hideto Takarai 寶井 秀人

Arigatou/Thank you/ 有難うございます。

for being nice to me and accpeting me and being here for me when i am in need !
It's ever good to talk to someone and meet new friend / hearing about different storys and cultures ~

and a special thanks to NekoNat for being here ! ^___^

i appericate you all a lot !

I am happy i can call some of you my frineds

greetings hyde

I guess i write this cause someone was speaking to me because of my spellings

I don't realized that my english get wrong when i write fast / or and don't concentrate on it
even i only say ''Thank you'' in a right way i also mistake the sentence from that sometimes i wanted to say sorry for my english and my language i am not british neither american i am japanese but some japaneses can write better english as me and maybe better talking it i need hours to sing or speak my english in a right way so maybe i will be better by some training and help
i believe that my way of writing confuse some peoples i am really sorry for it
and i don't want to put my personaly problems in the foreground even it is maybe the reason why i am unconcentrated.. I promised to write correctly and i will do it for the one who i talked to

I don't shout out for help i just aplogized my mistakes and you who knows i talk about be sure i am myself i just dropped down all my trust in humans since a long time

greetings from Japan
Hyde

... They making a new topic ? Just some of them really are brainless i don't mind topics with good words inside and good talks but all this short topics for sex or naughty things are just stupid sometimes.

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any requests ? since i draw it online with mouse & touchpad right now but black / white since colourblind.. I cant promise that it will be good !

Thank you for everything even i was to leave now all of the sudden
i readed up your messages and i really gonna cried i am thankful to peoples who appericate my talks and went missing me
I would miss you as well i was here for relaxing even i told around music links really my talk must being bad when she searched for my grammar mistakes and forcing in this way but i am not angry on her just deep down i am dissapointed about it
I trusted way to much in my life and really i am not strong to offer it i am living in a deep darkness and you're my friends my family all of you are my light
I hope i can see this light one more time...
so many lovely words even i never proofed me and i don't even want to because here i can be who and what i am
I am sure we will keep in touch on this and an other way
Thank you for brighten my way in so many ways

Arigatou watashi no yami wa itsumo hikari o terasu 私の闇はいつも光を照らす

even there are a lot of topica about it
right now i feel the same pain coming up from past
so feel free to talk to me about everything here or pm i gonna give addvice or at least i will try ~

greetings hyde

Hello and again

I had something in mind what naturaly are deeply in my soul
In my country (Japan) we really appericate starsigns and we going read characters out of starsigns
personaly i think that a starsign can also form a specialy character like it is said for me i am very picky and deep in emotions i know from my own thats absolutly right

but what is your starsign ? what you think about this theme? are you also seeing more as only a simple symble in it ? i mean starsigns are interessting like the universe to me ~
what starsigns you appericate ? wich you don't like? do you have problems with some peoples with a special starsign? or just you go along with everyone the same ? ~ I am a curious cookie :backhand_index_pointing_left: :dango:

HAPPY V - DAY

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@sarah_the_magpie Night owl and early bird...
I go sleep pretty late and wake up early ;D

what's your favorite games ? and why ? and you have some games u can recommend to me ? ~~

Okay okay..... I will offering one of my songs here then the first time in a topic that you all can hear me sing and i am curious about what you thinking from it

@NathanOnFire one of my friends mentiond it to me and i am curious as a dog (laugh)

why not mayonaise ????? :O shocked

@Littlelion12 When i was younger i had a crush on a girl at my school but my best friend from childhood told her that i liked her and he ruind it literally all for me..
i grown older and found an other crush and also i got to be with her for a longer while till she did something... bad and i could fell on a deep hole of pain from being with her at this time i guess it's nothing i want to bring to the public that easly
after that i saw someone on TV she moderated the weather (laugh) i thought ...wow thats the girl i would love if i could ! exactly my type ! .. my friends managed that i met her in irl and yes i married her :D and got a long time with her till she made me chose between her and my dream and i could not really pick even i known she was everything for me also my dream was my soul and she broke up as i wanted to pick both also i divorced after she gone away and took my son with her and slept with someone else because i was not good enough anymore.

workaholic, perfectionist, sensitive

@Pill_Pills don't even sound like a rap for me ! sounds more you as u have a lot of problems and nobody seems to understand your probs am i right ?

@sarah_the_magpie I will miss you for sure but take care...

@Ayesha_hana

. Yakitori
. Natto
. Donburi
. Oden
. Tamagoyaki

Japanese dishes are really good ! :D ~

@Scottish duran duran - ordinary world