Posts made by Emma Bradley

Thank you. I love this video it has such a motive to improve healing. this is a beautiful message. Lazz.

As days go by we wear a mask hiding from a deadly pandemic. One has said, " all will wait all should heal".
Yes, we all have lost friends... family... others around us.
We have the chance to make this 2020 right. Vote for who you want. Vote not just for others vote for yourself.
We need to end this war. We as people should have the freedom to make what is wrong right again. all will wait all will see what comes next for this is 2020.

Thank you. I appreciate your input. Matt_Aranha. I will be as safe as I can. As should you.

To say I am sorry.
I understand not only have I not been on this website for a very long time.
I hope you all understand me.
I have been busy with school I have a job that pays well.
I am proud to be alive.
I have no excuse for not posting or talking to any of you.
I have gotten myself into trouble. I have hurt a friend who would risk her life for mine. as I say in this post we all hope for a better year than 2020. I get this is a troubling time for all.
Anyhow... I lied to a great friend of mine. I lost all contact with my friends. I hope I keep posting it may not be every day. Thank you all for being able to enjoy my other posts.
If you have suggestions reach out to me through this website.

with thy breath. i shall remain alone in darkness. for this night covered me like flowers. with his sword unstained; from his hand he grasp'd. i could see through tearful eyes that seemed fantastical. in his eyes a magnifying power was barely to be seen. A soldier once, dying for love. i was just a blue-eyed damsel . A girl who sits alone far away from light. all my life i've saved some other reasons to keep living on. across The path you stand barefoot. Your looks are skinny and when the question was asked directed at me i was gone
by the time you had finished. their He was holding his breath, standing there waiting for me.

as he spoke, upon his right hand i turned, to see him drink. courage of despair... i Thought it was unanimously displeasing. A man who died of overcoming his fear had fallen down a mountain
of snow. agh! I would rather drink than eat, or sleep for nights are too long without any reason to smile, or shine,. I drink from my deepest regret for crime committed, of such little time. Ahead a thousand miles away, my enemy, shrugged their shoulders. thus alone with only a dollar bill. Through all his flesh; burn with deathless eyes. partners We ought to be treated like flowers
with such a daunting pain. Alcohol addiction.... the man who had lost so much more grateful, unpredictable beauty in life. Bottles lay upon the hard ground as he sleeps upon a painted wall. I a poet who knows how near death is. Keep looking for more than several bottles that every drink kills inside.

I hope you know you are loved. I hope things get simpler for you, peaceful. Spend your days with easy breaths and soft words. You deserve light through your windowsill. I hope it comes your way soon. One day my therapist asked, “ how do you prepare for the day?”. And I replied, “ I count my lies, find my mask , and pretend it isn’t easier to fly away”. Sometimes it’s harder to face punishment than taking care of the problem as if it wasn’t your fault. I hope that this fight stops soon I hope I can just sleep for once. Maybe I’ll just hope to die ....... it’s what everyone wants...... my opinion didn’t matter to my friends or family about who hopes more than praying to god. We looked at the things that inspired us but soon it was all gone in the moment. Sounds like pills and overdose cake through that day I left. I drank. I sat alone. I was antisocial. I listened to those who had tormented me. I can’t forget what I did but now my mistake has made everything still. I just hope they understand don’t let the people around you kill you like myself sometimes. Now I am not saying go kill yourselves... life is too short to not be noticed for what being god made you. Be happy that you live when others have lost there lives.

Love isn’t always
About falling in love with a person.
Love is passing your final exams.
Love is watching the sun come up between the clouds.
Love is finding the light when you were in the dark.
Love is when you’re favorite tv show returns.
Love is when you’re dog/cat tilts it’s head with confusion.
Love is a free ice cream voucher left on your car windshield.
Love is leaves falling in the fall.
Love is learning the constellations.
Love is solving a ridiculous math problem.
Love is the changing Starbucks menu for the seasons.
Love is watching a child play in the sandbox.
Love is warm clothes when they come out of the dryer. When you say you’ve given up on love, all you’re really saying is that you’ve closed your eyes. Open them.

Hugs give us more confidence they can make us smile when sad. Music flowing in and out of the headphones you wear. We dance to challenge ourselves. We listen to music as a way of relaxing or minds. My phone has plenty of songs that bring back memories or whatever is happening in the moments. My favorite song was “sad songs”. This song I have been listening to ever since my birth dad passed away. Him and I always listened to it. Sometimes we would dance and sing along he would have one part as for me the other. If you’re afraid to show your voice than just try to sing or rap about something stupid or find a song that means a lot to you. Tell me what you’re favorite songs are so we all can share some of the same music and make new friends on this app. Be kind and appropriate when making a list of songs. You can list what you listen to the most in the comments.

You don’t need to apologize for setting boundaries. You have every right to decide how you respect to the actions of others. You owe yourself healthy relationships. Do yourself justice by removing toxic people from your life. Breathe in, breathe out slowly, and count to ten. There is no rule book on how to cope when these things end. You may not feel it now, but things will get better, even if life doesn’t tell you when. Imagine yourself a solar system and the sun is your core. You are never going to truly lose the sun. But night does happen, so recharge and be ready to rise again in the morning. The truth is that the hardest thing you will ever do in your life is forgive someone who never apologized. But you don’t need to do this for them; you need to do this for yourself.

It happens. They forget the of your voice, the shape of your eyes, and the curve of your smile. When you left, you tried to leave traces of yourself behind. But you’re smell on their sweater eventually fades, and your things in their drawers get pushed back. Than suddenly you aren’t real anymore so you are replaced with someone who is. You are a ghost, a shadow, only a memory. So much that you wonder if you even existed to them at all. I do not see weakness in placing your heart on your sleeve; I see bravery in a world that can be so cruel. I see something raw and beautiful in being as honest as you can be. Being shoveled away from life and love or family is always a pain that has crushed you into a ghost. You hid yourself once again people joke and don’t understand your hurting. You have gone to therapy most of your life. You go to the doctors office and they asked questions about if you could be depressed or angry. With the worlds conversations All the process to make a world a better place didn’t happen all to well. Yes there are wonderful people out there that would kill themselves just to save others from hurt. The earth as we know it is already damaged. We have no clue what other places there are we have our own theory of imagination of other worlds. So tell me why does it feel like I am just the ghost of something that’s lost.

Why is that?.

Today is a wonderful day !!! We can all talk about how life is a struggle or a challenge even a curse. Life goes on be yourself everyday be positive for those who cannot. If you see someone on the street asking for money don’t always think they need money for drugs or something give them 25 cents to start. It’s a little money but imagine if you were that person and struggling to eat or stay warm . Help others out even when they look different or have something wrong with them it’s better that way than walking away. Be the change don’t tell yourself that you’re stupid or not beautiful enough. Everything in this world has shattered we where born for a reason don’t loose the opportunity to save someone who needs more faith.

We cannot all be artists and I must admit I do not know how to paint but if I were to take a palette all my colors would be for you. A beautiful morning would be painted of a canvas with waves of deep blue. Blood red colors in the sky’s are so much more than a shadow in the dark. The best feeling in the world is to see you crying over how beautiful it would be if I was this good. You tell me you’re a beautiful person who has always been a canvas that’s been painted of so many times a magical masterpiece.

There’s a mulberry tree and a park beach. I sit with a flower in my lap and watch as you pretend not to notice me. Some days you sit next to me on the park beach and you inch closer, and we both blush at the chance of meeting again. But Here we are on the park beach with the mulberry tree all because you didn’t notice me.

If you are not happy you are not obligated to stay. If they want to make you come undone and make you question all that you are worth than it’s best to walk away. They broke your heart so you found yourself reading texts and letters to piece together where it all went wrong. You have sleepless nights and thoughts pushing you to the limit. Because heartbreak can also mean a broken spirit.

Often I wonder what it may take for someone’s heart to grow cold and I think perhaps the reason is because their heart was left out in the rain. And so on rainy days I struggle because I still don’t know how to convince you that I will be outside in the storm. With an umbrella just big enough to cover your heart. We get older and suddenly what we cannot have becomes just what is. Less becomes plenty and time is a fragment of our short adventure on earth. These words aren’t going to change the world but maybe the will make you think twice about changing yours.

There is no such thing as heartlessness. If someone is cruel and unkind it is because they do not know of the kindness from strangers. The light within love and if they do not now of light how sad and lonely they must be. To become demons of the night. Today I swore I would never be happy. Again the day you said “ let’s just be friends”. But the world goes on even when lovers go their separate ways. So I will carry on in the hopes I’ll find another lover someday. Today is a time of new life for all not to forget the ones who got left behind or heart broken. Time changes so fast the when something is lost we can’t always find a way back to the place it all began.

When you take a lover who uncovers all your flaws, listens to the very essence of who you are, and embraces you rather than judges you, hold on to this love for a lifetime. As you will never find a love quite so pure. You’re heart is the sun and it’s gravity pulls me closer to you each day. But the sun destroys all that it touches; at least this is what they say. You will have your heart broken so badly you will question if love still exists. But there are still souls in life who will say you’re name in between kisses. Spelled with their lips and they will hold your hand and they won’t let go.

People like to talk about their passions. They like to tell you about the things that make them happy. And you can see the switch the light that pours out of them when they are speaking of the things they love. Listen to someone when they are talking. Don’t shut them down or tell them that their passions don’t matter. It’s the simplest way to ruin another human being. In your quest to be understood don’t forget to show humility don’t lose your ability to be understanding.