could use some Advice (help me :) )

[dovelove]

its been almost 7 years dealing with depression and self-loathing,i found myself falling in love with some guy far away from me and we broke up once because he ignored me for some days and we made up and i know he loves me but iv been thinking a lot lately and felt down and when i asked him to bhere for me he didnt exactly act nice abt it . i said some hurtful things to him in a moment of rage .and we broke up .
but now im left lonely and hating myself more thn ever.

[Nobody46]

Things happen for a reason. Only a person whose leg cut off in a mishap would envy someone who just had a minor fracture. Be thankful, its still better than u finding out he was cheating on you with someone. Hope you get me and find peace.

[Sursharan Kaur]

@dovelove are you okay uwu