Happy Birthday @Judith-Wtf May god guide you to happiness and success
Have you ever tried to actually kill yourself?
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How? Did you die?
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@Eye Yes Iām dead right now
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yes, but i kept bitching out, so i lived
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@Sij the idea of hell is silly if you think about it, the body isn't suddenly transported to hell/heaven when death occurs. It just lies there decomposing, what would go to hell? An imagined version of you?
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@Sij i'm not ruling it out, anything is possible i guess. But hell is only scary if you believe you are the experiencer of it right?
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@Eye two time I tried u cut my hands
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@Eye I tried it just once.It was few years ago when my 1st semester results came out.
No need to mention my result was horrible quite opposite to my expectations so i tried to kill myself by drinking toilet cleaner or bleach. I drank it a little and when it went down my throat it tasted so horrible that i puked it. Later i realized that maybe if i could study harder i could clear all my papers next year so therefore considering i left the idea of suicide.But i had a year loss in my academics. -
@Rajeev2021 wow, so do you still have those thoughts now?
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@JuicyJuice33 ouch. did you go to a hospital?
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@Eye Something like that or worse never happened twice up to now.Besides now i have become much tolerant or resilient than before like i have learned to accept my fates and how to deal with myself in bad conditions so i never had those kind of suicidal thoughts twice in my life and i also hope not to have them in future.
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@Eye Yes, but my mom came home. The other time i wussied out.
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@Eye Yes. Numbed my body up and took blades to my wrists. So far as I'm aware I didn't die. Seemed like a good idea at the time but I'm glad I fucked it up, for a lot of reasons.
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@Matt_Aranha that's brutal man
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@Div Dude Iām crying because Iām honored rn
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@Eye š¤·āāļø it was what it was, something I needed to go through... an odd and unconventional learning experience, if you will.
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As possible as flying purple ciclopic creature resembling winged donkeys in the fifth moon of the third planet of a gigantic red star FAR FAR away from here. Theoretically it is possible, but why would that be your moral compass? just because I said something is theoretically possible i doesnt change the fact that it ALSO could not be true... @Sij
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@Eye
No. Knife was not sharp enough . n 2nd time u used shaving blade