Happy Birthday @Judith-Wtf May god guide you to happiness and success
Have you ever tried to actually kill yourself?
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@Eye two time I tried u cut my hands
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@Eye I tried it just once.It was few years ago when my 1st semester results came out.
No need to mention my result was horrible quite opposite to my expectations so i tried to kill myself by drinking toilet cleaner or bleach. I drank it a little and when it went down my throat it tasted so horrible that i puked it. Later i realized that maybe if i could study harder i could clear all my papers next year so therefore considering i left the idea of suicide.But i had a year loss in my academics. -
@Rajeev2021 wow, so do you still have those thoughts now?
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@JuicyJuice33 ouch. did you go to a hospital?
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@Eye Something like that or worse never happened twice up to now.Besides now i have become much tolerant or resilient than before like i have learned to accept my fates and how to deal with myself in bad conditions so i never had those kind of suicidal thoughts twice in my life and i also hope not to have them in future.
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@Eye Yes, but my mom came home. The other time i wussied out.
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@Eye Yes. Numbed my body up and took blades to my wrists. So far as I'm aware I didn't die. Seemed like a good idea at the time but I'm glad I fucked it up, for a lot of reasons.
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@Matt_Aranha that's brutal man
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@Div Dude I’m crying because I’m honored rn
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@Eye 🤷♂️ it was what it was, something I needed to go through... an odd and unconventional learning experience, if you will.
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As possible as flying purple ciclopic creature resembling winged donkeys in the fifth moon of the third planet of a gigantic red star FAR FAR away from here. Theoretically it is possible, but why would that be your moral compass? just because I said something is theoretically possible i doesnt change the fact that it ALSO could not be true... @Sij
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@Eye
No. Knife was not sharp enough . n 2nd time u used shaving blade -
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@JuicyJuice33 damn
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@Eye
Lol never went to hospital for being crazy yet xD .
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@JuicyJuice33 yeah me neither...
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@sarah_the_magpie how close did you get?
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3 times. Tried to hang myself, the noose broke. Tried to die from car fumes, the duck tape melted and too many fumes escaped. Had to quit before the family woke up and sent me to another psych ward. Cut my radial artery after eating half a bottle of aspirin. Somehow it just stopped bleeding.
Honestly, I dont plan on trying again, but at this point it kind of feels inevitable. Even with medication and therapy, life is just. Heavy. Exhausting.
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@Eye
quite close. that's all i'm willing to share, sorry lol