Overcoming addiction is not a sprint, is a marathon. One day at a time, and not being too hard on yourself is key. Ofc, depending on the addiction, you might need to reach out for help, and its fine. You're human.
It was my first time!!
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Yeah, it was my first. No no, not about posting a topic here, I did that once before this, I'm talking about it was my first time, I got too high last night, idk about others, but I still in lil hangover rn,
So one of my friend came back from goa with some wines, rum bottles, n he was said "let's open up a bottle, come to my place "
(If u not like people get drunk u can go, don't read)
I wanna go but guests came in my house, but anyway I ask permission to my parents about go to my friends house for STUDY (n yes! I'm still child whatever).
I went there with my friend, bought cold drink, n go to friends place (no his home) with all stuff we need.
I know if we can control our mind, then we can't got drunk anyhow. So I thought I can go to my house within 2-3 hours.
We started drinkin , my friend is gooood at making drinks, I do 👌 this.
He made another drink for me , he thought I can handle that much nit drink. Even I too,
(Sry if u get rid of my English, but I'm still in hangover n I need to complete my story)
So, I said something that I don't wanna say that time, I just making fun of that thing so I said,
After 4-5 glass, I don't know why I'm saying this, but I started that topic n I need to finish it.
So, I talking about it, n.... Idk but I feel bad , can't stopped my tears , n saying I don't need to cry but I'm crying.. My friends was worried. But ,... I ... Can't stop cry. My friend gave me huge .. I'm yelling her name, no I mean her nickname I don't know her real name so. I don't know what time now, n I was lying on ground n vomited 3 times , (shit what I said here)
But I was not finished my topic there, so I thought let's finish here.
When I was broke, that time I was watching a gameplay stream on YouTube, she is my one of favorite streamer, even she is not so famous, I text her in live chat, "a girl broke my heart [streamer name]", n idk but she read my text , I was surprised , n feel good she noticed me, she say "what she did exactly" , I know if I text what she did, then also she was not reading that text, coz I know I was not that lucky.
But I really don't have reason! She did nothing. Ya nothing. I realized when* that streamer girl said that,
Oh. God why I'm broken , she did nothing tho, idkYeah that it , I finished my topic!
If u think I'm seeking for ur attention, so think that! I'm OK with ur hate, but at least I said something real about me. -
@W33nie Sex
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@Wash-Hands-33 ;)))
