A Letter From The Afterthought.

[TheRisingSun]

@willow

Have a bunny

[___]

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[Willow]

@mr-h I expected you of all people to understand. There seems to be a lot of things I was wrong about though. So I apologized.
Im sorry that I made you feel not needed. Im sorry if you felt I was ignoring you.
Im sorry if I ever made you said.

But I cant say I would take this week back and change it. In regards to our situation anyways.

Sometimes there is this burst of negative emotion and I dont know what to do. Easiest thing to do? Cover it up with a laugh. I can fake my way through a comment. I can fake happiness for a post.
For some odd reason, i didnt have the urge to message you.
I wouldnt be able to lie when you asked “how are you”.
I wouldnt fake my way through a whole conversation just to see you smile
Because the smile makes me want to cry more

It isnt an explanation I can put into words
And you just keep coming back with more comebacks. More messages.

I cant do it anymore.
i cant message you and pretend to be fine when Im definitely not fine. I cant be not fine with you if I cant even put my emotions into words

[Lurker]

@willow

When did I ever asked you to be fine, around me? When did I ever demanded you to be fine, around me? Did I ever asked for a fake smile, when u are around me?
Ofc it's always better when it's all pink and flowers, but a friend is there for the good and the bad periods. Do you think I would mind being around you if you were depressed? Do you think I would force you to talk about shit that you didn't? Did I ever do that? Ofc not... I would ust keep u company and try to make u feel better by goofing around.

And if you didn't wanna talk you could have said so and i would leave you alone... simple as that, but you kept ignoring, upvoting my posts and more stuff... I ain't a wizard.

I keep my words from the last post. My dms are open, feel free to say something when/if you ever want to...

[Willow]

@captain_america said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

@willow I'm just trying to figure which one is me because there's about 3 different ones.

Everyone i wanted to mention in the “oof okie meh chu” group chat is mentioned under the group chat section.

I'm sorry if it seemed like all I wanted to do is to die, and I'm sorry if I seem like an attention getter to you but you know I've never actually had anyone who has ever cared about me. Ever. No one to say oh you look nice today or you look good today. No one to care enough to see if I was alright. I've never had anyone ever

Take a good damn look at Abby. You are probably the luckiest motherfucker in the world. I doubt she let a day go by without telling you how lucky she is to have you.
I bet she started your day with a good morning kiss and a how are you.
I know how many posts she has made for you. How many messages she sends to me gushing about you.
She even told me once that you are the only one above everyone else. Dont you fucking dare take her for granted. You cannot say that no one cares, because that is a load of bullshit.

so I'm sorry if it feels like I used you or whatever but that's not the truth. And hell yeah everyone loves willow! And I swear point me in the direction of these fucking assholes that did this. Because no one lemme make this clear NO ONE messes with my family. Cause they mess with one person they get all of us. Trust me there's a lot more than just me.

Thanks...Im actually sniffling a little may just be because I cried all night I decided to make this topic and settle things. Get rid of some people, work out issues. Put things to rest. Because this is a mess I need to clean up on my own to feel better.

And I know this is to long and you will probably ignore it or whatever

You should know me well enough, I read every word of every reply.

but I just want you to know I fucking cared enough to write this at 2 am so. That probably means nothing to you but y'all probably will never understand.

Thanks Bootsie

[TheRisingSun]

@mr-h

but a friend is there for the good and the bad periods

that cracked me up :joy: was this a little inside joke :smirk:
The rest was truthfull :+1:

[bye69]

what happened willow?

[Lurker]

@therisingsun said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

that cracked me up was this a little inside joke

Not everything is a period joke :smirk:
go back to your cave little troll :P

[BOOTS22]

@willow hands you tissues. Look I know things are a little rough right now and I haven't been the friend I should have been and I'm sorry but I swear things are gonna get better no matter what asshats show up and try to tell you differently. Things are always gonna get better and if you need anyone to talk to you know how to find me. Or if you'd like I can find you either one. Abby may not be happy tho cause I'm sliding in ya pms or you are sliding in my pms but oh well. Lol.

[TheRisingSun]

@mr-h

Not everything is a period joke 😏

go back to your cave little troll 😛

[sup]

I have problems in my life and here on TWS as well. I dont make a post out of it because i know its not gonna help. Be like me :)

I love you @willow!

[Willow]

@sup
I can take you back to the first month we started talking
I upvoted around 180-200 of your posts. We didnt have points...I did it because I thought you deserved it.
Then we can fast forward to when I recommended you to become moderator.
Then even more to when I got you remodded.
And now here we are, twice now admin has showed up in my pm’s asking for my opinion of you. If you should be unmodded.

I stuck my ass out for you
And I dont think i have ever regretted helping someone more than how I feel right now.

Your “i love you” is abt as pathetic as when someone says “no offense” when they say something really offensive

[sup]

@willow
My opinion was never put to hurt you.
I'll just pass by.
I hate posts like these and shouldn't have commented in the first place.
My bad.

[sup]

@willow said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

I can take you back to the first month we started talking
I upvoted around 180-200 of your posts. We didnt have points...I did it because I thought you deserved it.
Then we can fast forward to when I recommended you to become moderator.
Then even more to when I got you remodded.
And now here we are, twice now admin has showed up in my pm’s asking for my opinion of you. If you should be unmodded.
I stuck my ass out for you

Don't wanna trigger anything bcos I know you're going through something crazy.(as if we dont have troubles in life) but that shit was stupid.

[the same neon]

@the-same-neon im surprised this has got as many upvotes as it has

[spaceboy]

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[Willow]

@sup cool Gautam.

Get the fuck off my posts
Ill stay in my lane if you stay in yours✌️

[A Former User]

@willow

To My Dearest Willow.

I send you a greeting from Indonesia, i am sorry for this late respond but better late than never. How are you? Been good enough today? Well, sorry i have to leave TWS because of my jobs, my life and my 5 new born kittens 😏. Also, i am sorry since i did not give you any single words when i left. This writing let all of my missing part out of my mind. It feels good like you just met your old friends. Allow me to say my weird opinions ever with some drama. (This message will cause nausea)

1. As you know, Judith is always be my priorities but you are a good friend of mine. I never mention you just for upvotes. I want you to join the fame and feel some moments with us (me and Judith somehow). If you are aware of this words, i always put Judith's part and your part in every posts and vice versa.
2. If you were my ex, i might not dump you or ignore you just because you did annoy me or disturb me. I know you need attentions and affections.
3. I never invited you to fight with me because i know i have to respect all of girls, for no matter what reason. If i cant say something good, i should stop saying something.
4. Please take care of yourself if i am lurking or being hiatus again. I am sorry i dont have any social media unless this TWS, Line or Whatsapp so, if you want to pm me, i will try my best to answer your message even if it takes time.
5. Well you are my good friend, of course i do caring and love you. Why not? Is there any problem with it?

But what happens when “one of those days” becomes “one of those weeks”?
What happens when the weeks become months.

Believe me, when you were in my conditions, or might be you are madly in love with someone, you would almost give up because of that "days, weeks and months you left". What happen next month? Hmm, no words, what i know you are my first crush when i joined this tws, my first favorite writer after a week and i love your smile after a month😀

When the months become a whole life of straight negativity?
What happens when youre drowning in so much negativity your fake smile finally cracks?

1. You have to influence yourself to get a positive vibe. Enjoying your "me time" or hanging out alone may be the answer.
2. Negativity is caused by disappointment, sadness, pain or may be broken heart. You are the only one who can heal yourself. So, win that positive vibes back!
3. According to the research, some scientists believe that your "dark room" will give you a bad effect such depression or loneliness. Walking with your dogs to a park perhaps will decrease this "negative emotion" or may be you can try to play with your cats. You need to find fresh air if you feel this condition again.
4. The last key is DESPACITO. Everything takes time. So, you should invite Louis Fonzie to do Cha Cha Cha dance with you and sing DESPACITO together 🙊

I am the afterthought. The friend you originally became friends with because everyone was “friends” with me.
Im the afterthought. The friend you were forced to befriend because we were in the same group chat. Or because someone told you to.
Im the afterthought. The one who was modded because her ex boyfriend asked. >Not because good work was noticed.
Im the afterthought. And its all my fault.

You are Willow, a mix blood strong Latina girl who speak Spanish and English but dont speak "da gifs" languages. You never gave up on your stumble life. Do you know Dora the explorer? She is just like you, she neva eva let someone made her down. da hell, how can you think this willow is an explorer too? Smh, my sister cartoon kills my head now. SO, YOU ARE NOT AN AFTERTHOUGHT.
Well, if you think you have been a modded because of someone, why dont you try to make rip account? 😏 You can make this account as @deadwillow then add some extras like RIP OUR BELOVE 75 Y.O. GRANDMA THE WOW POW WILLOW PILLOW. ALSO MAY HUGO BE DEAD TOO SO HE COULD CHILL OUT TOGETHAAA FOREVAAA :) ignore this scene plz

You think you know me? You really have no idea. You dont even have the first damn clue. Someone listed a few facts about me. Congratulations. You have barely even touched the surface.

Well, i dont know you since my top 5 concerns is always:

1. Judith, a mix blood British and France girl.
2. Judith who speaks Le Français.
3. a 17 years old brown hair girl.
4. A blue eyes Canadian Girl who is madly in love with Doggos.
5. Did i mention Judith? Yup. J U D I T H, a girl who ignored me for 3 days (even on her birthday) while I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO HER. THERE IS NO EXPLANATION 😭

You read all my topics? Congratulations. You havent even broke through the walls I built around me.

Awww. I did 🙊 So, will you love me back because i m stuck in that wall with you? Okay, i love you too my friend. Will i have a hug? Awww, but NO! I just need Judith's hug😏

To the friend who’s heart I had and broke. Congratulations. You have silenced me to a point I must apologize. Im so sorry Hugo.

Da hell? Is it just for Hugo only? 😭😭😭 Dont you want to say sorry to me too? You broke meh heart when you declared you love snek while i neva imagine that my favorite writer will be officially dating with someone 😭😭😭 SOMETIMES IT IS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL
If you wanna say sorry, i wont accept it. Gimme nudes and we'll be friends again 😀

To the girl who deserves so much better. Youll realize your worth one day.

Can i say you deserve me in the future? :)

So, Willow, what will you do now?
Do you wanna some "big tiddies" again?
Well, i will send you with a big tiddies bear 🙊

BEST,

Aput Zulhamsyah

[Unknown4123]

@g-a said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

@willow

To My Dearest Willow.

I send you a greeting from Indonesia, i am sorry for this late respond but better late than never. How are you? Been good enough today? Well, sorry i have to leave TWS because of my jobs, my life and my 5 new born kittens 😏. Also, i am sorry since i did not give you any single words when i left. This writing let all of my missing part out of my mind. It feels good like you just met your old friends. Allow me to say my weird opinions ever with some drama. (This message will cause nausea)

1. As you know, Judith is always be my priorities but you are a good friend of mine. I never mention you just for upvotes. I want you to join the fame and feel some moments with us (me and Judith somehow). If you are aware of this words, i always put Judith's part and your part in every posts and vice versa.
2. If you were my ex, i might not dump you or ignore you just because you did annoy me or disturb me. I know you need attentions and affections.
3. I never invited you to fight with me because i know i have to respect all of girls, for no matter what reason. If i cant say something good, i should stop saying something.
4. Please take care of yourself if i am lurking or being hiatus again. I am sorry i dont have any social media unless this TWS, Line or Whatsapp so, if you want to pm me, i will try my best to answer your message even if it takes time.
5. Well you are my good friend, of course i do caring and love you. Why not? Is there any problem with it?

But what happens when “one of those days” becomes “one of those weeks”?
What happens when the weeks become months.

Believe me, when you were in my conditions, or might be you are madly in love with someone, you would almost give up because of that "days, weeks and months you left". What happen next month? Hmm, no words, what i know you are my first crush when i joined this tws, my first favorite writer after a week and i love your smile after a month😀

When the months become a whole life of straight negativity?
What happens when youre drowning in so much negativity your fake smile finally cracks?

1. You have to influence yourself to get a positive vibe. Enjoying your "me time" or hanging out alone may be the answer.
2. Negativity is caused by disappointment, sadness, pain or may be broken heart. You are the only one who can heal yourself. So, win that positive vibes back!
3. According to the research, some scientists believe that your "dark room" will give you a bad effect such depression or loneliness. Walking with your dogs to a park perhaps will decrease this "negative emotion" or may be you can try to play with your cats. You need to find fresh air if you feel this condition again.
4. The last key is DESPACITO. Everything takes time. So, you should invite Louis Fonzie to do Cha Cha Cha dance with you and sing DESPACITO together 🙊

I am the afterthought. The friend you originally became friends with because everyone was “friends” with me.
Im the afterthought. The friend you were forced to befriend because we were in the same group chat. Or because someone told you to.
Im the afterthought. The one who was modded because her ex boyfriend asked. >Not because good work was noticed.
Im the afterthought. And its all my fault.

You are Willow, a mix blood strong Latina girl who speak Spanish and English but dont speak "da gifs" languages. You never gave up on your stumble life. Do you know Dora the explorer? She is just like you, she neva eva let someone made her down. da hell, how can you think this willow is an explorer too? Smh, my sister cartoon kills my head now. SO, YOU ARE NOT AN AFTERTHOUGHT.
Well, if you think you have been a modded because of someone, why dont you try to make rip account? 😏 You can make this account as @deadwillow then add some extras like RIP OUR BELOVE 75 Y.O. GRANDMA THE WOW POW WILLOW PILLOW. ALSO MAY HUGO BE DEAD TOO SO HE COULD CHILL OUT TOGETHAAA FOREVAAA :) ignore this scene plz

You think you know me? You really have no idea. You dont even have the first damn clue. Someone listed a few facts about me. Congratulations. You have barely even touched the surface.

Well, i dont know you since my top 5 concerns is always:

1. Judith, a mix blood British and France girl.
2. Judith who speaks Le Français.
3. a 17 years old brown hair girl.
4. A blue eyes Canadian Girl who is madly in love with Doggos.
5. Did i mention Judith? Yup. J U D I T H, a girl who ignored me for 3 days (even on her birthday) while I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO HER. THERE IS NO EXPLANATION 😭

You read all my topics? Congratulations. You havent even broke through the walls I built around me.

Awww. I did 🙊 So, will you love me back because i m stuck in that wall with you? Okay, i love you too my friend. Will i have a hug? Awww, but NO! I just need Judith's hug😏

To the friend who’s heart I had and broke. Congratulations. You have silenced me to a point I must apologize. Im so sorry Hugo.

Da hell? Is it just for Hugo only? 😭😭😭 Dont you want to say sorry to me too? You broke meh heart when you declared you love snek while i neva imagine that my favorite writer will be officially dating with someone 😭😭😭 SOMETIMES IT IS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL
If you wanna say sorry, i wont accept it. Gimme nudes and we'll be friends again 😀

To the girl who deserves so much better. Youll realize your worth one day.

Can i say you deserve me in the future? :)

So, Willow, what will you do now?
Do you wanna some "big tiddies" again?
Well, i will send you with a big tiddies bear 🙊

BEST,

Aput Zulhamsyah

You write so much. You are a gorl🙇‍♀️

[A Former User]

@rendezvous said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

@g-a said in A Letter From The Afterthought.:

@willow

To My Dearest Willow.

I send you a greeting from Indonesia, i am sorry for this late respond but better late than never. How are you? Been good enough today? Well, sorry i have to leave TWS because of my jobs, my life and my 5 new born kittens 😏. Also, i am sorry since i did not give you any single words when i left. This writing let all of my missing part out of my mind. It feels good like you just met your old friends. Allow me to say my weird opinions ever with some drama. (This message will cause nausea)

1. As you know, Judith is always be my priorities but you are a good friend of mine. I never mention you just for upvotes. I want you to join the fame and feel some moments with us (me and Judith somehow). If you are aware of this words, i always put Judith's part and your part in every posts and vice versa.
2. If you were my ex, i might not dump you or ignore you just because you did annoy me or disturb me. I know you need attentions and affections.
3. I never invited you to fight with me because i know i have to respect all of girls, for no matter what reason. If i cant say something good, i should stop saying something.
4. Please take care of yourself if i am lurking or being hiatus again. I am sorry i dont have any social media unless this TWS, Line or Whatsapp so, if you want to pm me, i will try my best to answer your message even if it takes time.
5. Well you are my good friend, of course i do caring and love you. Why not? Is there any problem with it?

But what happens when “one of those days” becomes “one of those weeks”?
What happens when the weeks become months.

Believe me, when you were in my conditions, or might be you are madly in love with someone, you would almost give up because of that "days, weeks and months you left". What happen next month? Hmm, no words, what i know you are my first crush when i joined this tws, my first favorite writer after a week and i love your smile after a month😀

When the months become a whole life of straight negativity?
What happens when youre drowning in so much negativity your fake smile finally cracks?

1. You have to influence yourself to get a positive vibe. Enjoying your "me time" or hanging out alone may be the answer.
2. Negativity is caused by disappointment, sadness, pain or may be broken heart. You are the only one who can heal yourself. So, win that positive vibes back!
3. According to the research, some scientists believe that your "dark room" will give you a bad effect such depression or loneliness. Walking with your dogs to a park perhaps will decrease this "negative emotion" or may be you can try to play with your cats. You need to find fresh air if you feel this condition again.
4. The last key is DESPACITO. Everything takes time. So, you should invite Louis Fonzie to do Cha Cha Cha dance with you and sing DESPACITO together 🙊

I am the afterthought. The friend you originally became friends with because everyone was “friends” with me.
Im the afterthought. The friend you were forced to befriend because we were in the same group chat. Or because someone told you to.
Im the afterthought. The one who was modded because her ex boyfriend asked. >Not because good work was noticed.
Im the afterthought. And its all my fault.

You are Willow, a mix blood strong Latina girl who speak Spanish and English but dont speak "da gifs" languages. You never gave up on your stumble life. Do you know Dora the explorer? She is just like you, she neva eva let someone made her down. da hell, how can you think this willow is an explorer too? Smh, my sister cartoon kills my head now. SO, YOU ARE NOT AN AFTERTHOUGHT.
Well, if you think you have been a modded because of someone, why dont you try to make rip account? 😏 You can make this account as @deadwillow then add some extras like RIP OUR BELOVE 75 Y.O. GRANDMA THE WOW POW WILLOW PILLOW. ALSO MAY HUGO BE DEAD TOO SO HE COULD CHILL OUT TOGETHAAA FOREVAAA :) ignore this scene plz

You think you know me? You really have no idea. You dont even have the first damn clue. Someone listed a few facts about me. Congratulations. You have barely even touched the surface.

Well, i dont know you since my top 5 concerns is always:

1. Judith, a mix blood British and France girl.
2. Judith who speaks Le Français.
3. a 17 years old brown hair girl.
4. A blue eyes Canadian Girl who is madly in love with Doggos.
5. Did i mention Judith? Yup. J U D I T H, a girl who ignored me for 3 days (even on her birthday) while I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE TO HER. THERE IS NO EXPLANATION 😭

You read all my topics? Congratulations. You havent even broke through the walls I built around me.

Awww. I did 🙊 So, will you love me back because i m stuck in that wall with you? Okay, i love you too my friend. Will i have a hug? Awww, but NO! I just need Judith's hug😏

To the friend who’s heart I had and broke. Congratulations. You have silenced me to a point I must apologize. Im so sorry Hugo.

Da hell? Is it just for Hugo only? 😭😭😭 Dont you want to say sorry to me too? You broke meh heart when you declared you love snek while i neva imagine that my favorite writer will be officially dating with someone 😭😭😭 SOMETIMES IT IS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL
If you wanna say sorry, i wont accept it. Gimme nudes and we'll be friends again 😀

To the girl who deserves so much better. Youll realize your worth one day.

Can i say you deserve me in the future? :)

So, Willow, what will you do now?
Do you wanna some "big tiddies" again?
Well, i will send you with a big tiddies bear 🙊

BEST,

Aput Zulhamsyah

You write so much. You are a gorl🙇‍♀️

FYI i am a gurl (guy girl) 😏