Even after reading this i dont know what i should say cuz they would sound like empty words..but be assured that there are people listening and your words have affected them in some way.. also you might wanna try eating more you may feel youre fine but maybe the amount of physical activity you can perform is being reduced due to the food you intake, or lack thereof maybe venting can be form of taking out the pent up stress so you can indulge yourself with something everyday idk thats a lot of maybes ill be here to listen again next week?