Havibg a nirmal heartbeat, by my side its having no worries or pain. But watching these days I think it's having worries and pain which means having a normal heart beat
@wildwallflower there is, maybe try living on your own for a change in another town, city, or country. I guess you are fed up staying in just one place. You can travel if you want or need too and meet new people and see new places. Explore and have fun!