• Most of you probably know that I'm heartbroken. For the most part and don't have any inclination to do anyting anymore because it has no meaning.
    Just to make things that much worse there are still rude people out here and hit me up find out I am male and then blame me for their stupidity.
    That wouldn't bother me so much but most of them are rude and that does bother me I'm already in a very good mood I'm very sad and that this is so much more icing on the cake.
    I guess I don't really have anything to say I just wanted to vent a little see if maybe I could let some of the sadness out nothing seems to work,
    All of my so-called friends have deserted me.
    I don't have anyone I can call a lover anymore and that really hurts.
    I wish that I was suicidal. But I am not.
    I just don't want anymore at all at all at all at all at all


  • I'm perfectly okay being alone. I just want someone to share it with


  • Don’t ever let someone push you to that point love yourself and fuck anyone who doesn’t love you


  • Don’t ever let someone push you to that point love yourself and fuck anyone who doesn’t love you


  • @wet-teri
    I'm just going to go cry I'm going to find a hole to crawl into and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry


  • @wet-teri I genuinely hope you will feel better.

    Hopefully you can find it easier to just ignore the rudeness of others, instead of thinking about it for even more than a minute.


  • @Ella-26 said in Pain, heartache and disappointment:

    @wet-teri I genuinely hope you will feel better.

    Hopefully you can find it easier to just ignore the rudeness of others, instead of thinking about it for even more than a minute.

    Are you a real person?


  • @Ella-26 said in Pain, heartache and disappointment:

    @wet-teri I genuinely hope you will feel better.

    Hopefully you can find it easier to just ignore the rudeness of others, instead of thinking about it for even more than a minute.

    It's not so much the rudeness of others that gets me down or that has me down, that is just the icing on the already iced cake.
    I think I would like to hear from you.


  • @wet-teri Well, some guys have assumed I am a gay dude pretending to be a female 😂.

    They have trust issues.

    But yea I think so. . .😅


  • @Ella-26
    You could message me please if you want that is


  • @Ella-26 That's genuinely impressive :D


  • @Bobfoot777 I swear I really don't know what to read of your replies. . 😅

    Is that a good/bad thing?


  • @Ella-26
    I guess you don't want to message me then


  • @Ella-26 Lol!!! uh.... I didn't know they were so vague but, haha how goes it :D Maybe it's good, less chance to say something dumb :D


  • @Ella-26 weird, did someone delete my reply? :thinking: weird..........edit nope never mind I'm dumb, you upvoted it and it moved, lolol


  • @Bobfoot777 for a second there I actually wondered. . . I don't get this upvote thing. . .


  • @Ella-26 lolzzz me neither, someone told me it was tied to reputation but I don't know what that does either :D

    also based on your profile I'm gonna try and tell you something you don't know..... did you know that IBM has free online access to quantum computing? :D


  • @Bobfoot777 oh dear. . . No I did not know that. . . Now that you mentioned it, I am not even sure if I understand it. . .😅

    But yea. . . Imma Google that then. . . What is it's significance though?


  • @Ella-26 haha! it's basically a concept where one can use the quantum state of a particle to represent information. I'm fuzzy about how the process itself works, but basically it allows you to do very complicated calculations with relative ease. What's cool to me is how they built several small computers and then allow the public to access them :)