noo really
What makes you uneasy?
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@idek2019 While we're on it, fingernails on chalkboard.
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@AllAboutGay You know what, i have no idea the heck i just read but thank you for posting this. 10/10
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@RussianBlue ending of The girl who leapt through time......somehow
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@RussianBlue
random strangers making eye contact with me is something that makes me generally uncomfortable -
No problem to me....i always have my head lowπ
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To answer your question, there is something that makes me feel very uneasy like a fish out of water, struggling to breathe in an environment that I am not quite adaptable in. Itβs called anxiety and like many others who have fallen prey to her, Iβve began to question in the form of a parable whether I am my disorder or if my disorder is me, the real me. My characterized fear of people and crowed places, is it irrational, maybe, is the desensitized stares I get when I go places from those who desire me, maybe. Those that don't know me, and those who question the morality and motives of me, maybe. My desire to stab people in the neck when they breathe on me . . . now that may just in fact be the real me.
it is hard to depict what anxiety really does to me, so I've taken the moment to reflect on past and present and provide a description:She came to me in the darkness, her hair a tangled mane, the color of midnight, flared out and cascading down her back. She was ghastly pale, her eyes black and voided of emotion. She stepped closer her body illuminated by the moonlight creeping in from my bedroom window. It was starting again. I should be use to this by now but I still panicked desperately trying to tear myself away from the sweat filled sheets. I couldnβt move. My body felt heavy almost as if water was filling my lungs. I struggled gasping for air my eyes stinging with tears as they darted back to the figure, her lips curled into a sinister smile. I could not escape her. She whispered her voice sweet yet so sinful,
"Je suis anxieux."
"I am anxiety." -
My own delusional thoughts
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@EstheticAntler wow
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@Eye I'm very honest.
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people smiling for no reason
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@Spooking47 I can definitely agree, that is scary.
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@EstheticAntler you should write novels or something