@zazzles me too ,Aries & Proud .
My past huh ...I remember being the shyest ,quietest person anyone could ever meet.
I would rather go hungry or thirsty rather than speaking out .
One time ,I remember taking a cold shower at 2 A.M. at night in December & standing out in the windy balcony just so I could have a fever & get out of public speaking.
I was the perfect obedient student ,the intelligent guy of the room ...but one who doesnt speak out.Rather prove it on paper.
Teachers loved me,I was famous among relatives...But I was never really happy.
I was also really serious ,so although I had real good relations with every group ..I was not really anyone's bosom friend..
Later
Certain things happened ,expectations got dropped ... i got into a sink or swim situation.
It was the best & worst thing to happen to me.
I matured & took hold of my life.
I had no-one else looking over my life , controlling what i did ...I was free ,free to decide my own future..
Now I'm the one people ask to talk on stage & I accept(provided I've practiced a few times ,i hate doing anything without thinking things through & without a plan).
I'm working on my own projects, my own dreams.
I've a few really good friends.
I'm quite happy.
I've quite the many plans for my future ..including being an author ,game creator ,youtube vlogger ,stock market investor ,a few business plans...
I have so many ideas ,so why keep them in my head ? ...lets release them in the market ,get famous & get more money to further my other goals in life...
..a job that will instantly elevate me among "the country's most eligible bachelors" (I'm really serious ,that's what it was called ..the power ,prestige ..if you can work through it ,build connections ..you will never have any problems..Hell you can even build your own dynasty.)
All of them have their own time ,they have to be done sequentially ..but I have the roadmap to my action plan.
& I wont stop ,I will let nothing distract me... I will achieve my dreams.
