When my wife died I just quit. Not drugs but life. I quit caring. I quit living. My life's purpose is gone and I just don't give a rats ass about anything.
So in a effort to blast reality as far away as I can I take all of the money I used to put into our home and the bank and I buy cocaine or crack by the ounce or half ounce and I smoke my brains out driving the reality of my situation away for a few days maybe a week or so at a time.
For those of you who are curious the answer is between 1/2-3/4 an ounce a day. Around 800-1200 dollars US per day. That's for the good stuff Wich around here is at best maybe 75%