I know you're busy and I should be patient,
but your absence always leaves me wanting more,
and to show you in how many ways you mean to me.
I leave you those messages to know,
how much I love you,
but sometimes I wonder if it's too much.
Do I talk a lot,
am I already pushing you away,
is there too many things I'm already saying,
do you really appreciate me,
am I really worth your time,
are you really accepting of me,
and everything I do?
These questions just come rushing in when you vanish,
and sometimes it's hard to manage,
myself left alone,
because you've always been my core,
and without you everything starts to feel cold,
so I feel the need to light that fire again,
by flooding you with my feelings,
and hoping you appreciate your significance to me,
but I don't want to pour so much onto you that you drown,
under the weight of my praise for you.
So I'm going to continue the only way I understand,
and that's present you with my deepest of sentiments,
without it seeming like an emotional brandish.
Our connection runs hard and deep,
and the thing I want most is to make it blossom,
so I'll try my best to not oversaturate,
the soil that we're walking on,
but sometimes that's difficult,
as longing makes the heart grow in it's devotion.
Best posts made by US poet
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When you're gone
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RE: Some users are missing
@iinutellaii I haven't gone anywhere. I'm just in public chat less, but I still post fairly often.
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RE: Would you rather not be able to open any closed doors (locked or unlocked) or not be able to close any open doors?
@im-a-bae not be able to close any door. I'm no vampire and then it's someone else's problem.
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RE: Yanny or Laurel. What do you hear?
@sup I hear Laurel, and if you slow it down, I hear Gary.
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Navigation through the dark wood
I was wondering around,
waiting to be found,
and while I was were the trees were abound,
there came in my guiding light,
that was so bright,
I could see in the night,
and begin to navigate,
through these timbers of fate,
and it was on this date,
that my life was finally pointing straight.
You don't realize,
how much you need the advice,
of a good navigator,
until you meet them to help you keep it together,
because how can you notice what you don't have,
until it's something that you've had,
but sometimes when you're out with the dryads,
you get tricked onto the wrong path,
and to get back,
you just need to find someone with the map,
to dodge the wolves,
and to take the wool,
that's been a distraction,
covering your eyes from your proper actions,
that will give you the satisfaction,
as they become your extraction,
from these timbers,
that will dismember,
if you're not carefully stepping,
around the things you should be addressing,
because after you realize how alone you've been it's quite upsetting,
but now you have someone to guide you through these woods of depression.
Now that you're my guide,
through these pines,
that have captivated,
and saying things that should always have been said,
I'm going to go ahead,
following your compass,
to help me accomplish,
my ability to find actualization,
of who I truly am and I'll stay behind you without hesitation,
because now that we have the other,
we'll have at least one person in this world to face damnation,
because I never new you could exist but you've already exceeded all expectations. -
RE: Some goodbyes deserves another hello
@ragnar my next poem is in dedication to you. Hey I know how much that can hurt, and it's probably what's best for her at the moment, but I hope it all works for the best for you as well. Let me know if you need anything.
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RE: First thing you think of after waking up
@zazzles go away lights, 5 more..no 10...no 15 more minutes.
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Based on a true story "Pulling teeth"
Nerves racking,
from my teeth that will soon be cracking,
and as I feel the injection,
after one final inspection,
it's the final pain,
that sharp pinch,
that makes me wince,
and after the twitch,
the surgeon will let,
it all set,
and I get,
to let that nitrous oxide,
fill the inside,
of my lungs,
because the fun,
has begun,
with music so chill,
I start to feel,
perfectly relaxed,
almost enough to pass,
out in the chair,
then back from somewhere,
the surgeon does one final test,
to see if my pains been put to rest.
After he knows it is gone,
and one final prod,
he begins his incision,
as I'm completely indifferent,
to all of my surroundings,
as I'm finding,
nothing he does matters,
as long as he gets the right tooth to make my mouth better,
so I don't mind as he pulls with his might,
and although some parts of my mouth are a little tight,
we get through without any complications,
and it was an experience I was so glad to do without sedation,
as the feelings and sensations,
were only making,
me wish,
for more of this pleasantness.
I leave,
after the tooth pulling,
still feeling,
like I've been elevated,
by the most pleasant of rides,
but soon it will leave me too,
that wonderful nitrous oxide. -
RE: WHO WANTS TO SEE ME NAKED?
@willoww I want to see your nudes now, not for sexual reasons, but I need to know if you have a penis now, because this is what a catfish would post.
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RE: Addicted to you đź’“
@ragnar I love you playing with these double negatives to cancel yourself out. Nicely done.
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RE: THE GREATEST MEME OF ALL TIME - BY LUCIFER
@nutellabiggoat
They'll sail the 7 seas,
Boots taking them at the knees,
Willow pillaging as she please,
thinking life is just a breeze,
but it's all a game to thee.
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I'll be there for you
Through all of the ups,
when you feel like you're on the mountain top,
and you never think it'll stop,
but sometimes when,
you meet the edge of that cliff,
and you freeze becoming stiff,
glaring down at the edge,
feeling that low about to set to push you over,
just look over your shoulder,
because I'll be there for you.
I'm going to turn you around,
back to the safe ground,
and we'll walk it back,
because I will never lack,
the amount of love, care, and tenderness,
because for you I will use my gentleness,
and touching guidance,
to put you back to where you're right,
as you activate my compassion.
I'll grab the steering wheel before you go crashing,
into the abyss of sadness,
where you feel as everything's just going to fall apart,
and you see all the broken pieces where you just think there are too many,
I'll be there with the broom to sweep you steady,
and the glue in my hand at the ready,
to stick you back together,
because my concern for you builds up it's pressure,
the lower you get,
and even when I'm low too I can put it aside the fact that I'm upset,
as you access all of my generosity.
For you I will be there with the ferocity,
and tenacity,
that you deserve,
as your worth,
is indescribable for what you mean to me,
and no matter what curves are thrown in your direction,
you'll have my protection,
from the rejection,
and turmoil,
that can spoil,
how wonderful you are.
I know you'll find at certain moments,
that some of your components,
just aren't fitting together the way they used to or should,
but for your good,
I'll be there for you. -
RE: What if....[LONGER TITLE BS FILL]
@nutellabiggoat one day nut one day.
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It's the least that you deserve
I'm sorry I don't love you the way I should,
I'd fix it if I could,
but somehow a hole has formed in my heart,
that's tearing me apart,
and rotting from within,
and I want to let you in,
but when I do,
another piece of me crumbles,
and so now I'm tumbling,
down in a vicious circle,
and I'm not even sure how to feel anymore,
it's like my life is closing a door,
so as I'm lying one the floor,
I look up and I no longer see you,
I just see a blur,
a blinding light,
and I'm trying to fight,
but that seems to make it all worse,
and as I continue to traverse,
on my plotted course,
just feeling this way fills me with remorse,
that I could hurt you that way,
unable to reciprocate,
your feelings for me and as I debate,
where I'm going next,
the text,
that keeps coming into my soul,
has taken a toll,
that's starting to drown me,
and I hope I'm mistaken,
but everything just feels numb,
as I'm starting to succumb,
to all the negative,
that's so hard to live with,
but I'm going to try for you,
because you deserve that much.
You truly have touched me,
but even that's not enough sometimes,
and I don't know why,
because it's easier to cry,
on the inside,
than to tell you,
how my world's been falling to pieces,
and I just want it to decrease,
the speed that it's happening,
and I'm afraid of what will happen when it's fixed,
because that outcome can be just as frightful,
as where I'm standing now.
I always put my feelings to the side,
and I'll even lie,
about everything being alright,
because hurting you just makes the holes deepen,
as they've started seeping,
into my pores,
and when I look at the score,
of you to me,
you're so far ahead,
that I dread,
trying to even confront you,
and sometimes I think it would be easier to be dead,
than to continue with these thoughts in my head,
but I could never do that either,
because I know how many grievers,
there'd be with the worst one being you,
but I understand how much easier that path is,
and I know you couldn't exist,
if that's what I did,
so no matter what I'll live,
and I just hope the outcome,
whatever possible,
even with me now being doubtful,
truly is what's best,
because it's the least that you deserve,
to have me not hurt you so much through all of this. -
RE: unpopular opinion. you gonna be mad
@moisturbation I have a more unpopular opinion. I've never liked the show in any way.
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The devil is there when no one else is
I felt the creeping terror,
that faithful companion that stays at all times whether I want him or not,
doing his best to fill me full of fraught,
and he was feeling extra frisky on this night,
where it would seem no one would listen to my plight,
so it was just me and that devil in the dark,
where he began to pick my world apart.
Everything I tried to do,
just led to more ruins,
and I was wondering through a wasteland,
even old companions had other plans,
so I thought I was going to be left alone,
except for the company of that rogue,
only whispering lies into my ears,
"They're already tired of you and you never really mattered,
the thought that you could be anything more to them obviously isn't a fact,
there time is more valuable than yours as you don't attract,
there attention the way you know they want,
and if you keep trying you'll just begin to haunt,
bringing them down with you and how could you dare take away there joy,
as they're having such a good time without you in the way so don't destroy,
there evening with your problems since you can see how much happier they are with you,
so just give up on them to leave with me,
to sink away and fade with me forever."
The temptation was great as it was a rejection I would never expect,
to ever get that feeling from them like there was a disconnect,
and so why not go to where there's no tomorrow,
when even the ones you love don't want you around,
and so I was bound,
to fall into those black fiery depths,
when a hand reached out to save me from the wretch,
where they didn't even try to talk me away,
just show me that there could still be joy,
and understanding with someone where we only employ,
the other with another smile,
and that moment lasted a while,
and then another,
and then another,
until I forgot what I was doing,
where I was wondering,
and who that old demon was.
I'm sure he's still lurking in the shadows,
waiting for me to plateau,
but in the back of my head is a new angel,
one who only wants me to be well,
and I know that when I see the smile of hell,
I can remember the grin of heaven,
and it'll be enough to put that beast in his place. -
RE: If the MCU Hulk hit the MCU Blackpanther, would Black panther's new suit absorb Hulk's hit leaving no damage?
@boots22 none of that helps you against the hulk.
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The most pleasant of distractions
I'm going through my day where it feels like the norm,
waking up to the same old alarm,
that's when you first say hey,
and I already feel that my day will be OK,
because I've already been met with the most pleasant of distractions.
I continue to get ready through my normal actions,
as I get ready to be on my way to work,
getting ready to shower,
to that drive that takes an hour,
making my lunch,
having that normal rush,
of throwing on my clothing in the clutch,
of heading out the door,
when I hear from you again so I know,
I'm going to be spending more time with my most pleasant of distractions.
Driving in I know I shouldn't be sending my reactions,
to what you're sending me as I should be paying attention,
but it's all in vain since all I want is a continuation,
of our back and forth so I take the risk,
as I go through traffic making sure I miss,
the other vehicles while my brain is partially occupied,
and it's just so hard for me to hide,
how nice this has all been,
since my day has only started to begin,
and so I'm continue to be met with the most pleasant of distractions.
Going in as we continue the communication,
I'm on my way up to get settled into my cubicle,
and I'm already filling a bit whimsical,
since the conversation is on it's continuation,
and all of this is making me know,
that when I sit down this will continue to go,
and I start everything up,
but I'm already feeling on top,
as you fade away for a bit,
and I sit,
getting some work started,
soon after you've departed,
but the work starts and it's just a bit tedious,
and I start to become a bit oblivious,
to my surroundings,
as I'm finding,
that my day will just drag on,
it's not long,
until I'm met with the most pleasant of distractions.
I couldn't imagine,
that there'd be this many times,
for me to feel this aligned,
with getting out a bit out of my routine,
just to be able to see,
some more warmth coming from your direction,
as I look internally for an inspection,
of where I'm at at this moment,
I know it's all worth it,
since I'm nothing but smiles,
for that little while,
we are continuing the dialogue,
and I feel like I hog,
up all of your attention,
but the feeling is mutual as you're also engaged in our session,
as we both have a predilection,
towards the other in our rapport,
and all I want is some more,
time with my most pleasant of distractions.
Against my own satisfaction,
a meeting comes up to take me away from the action,
and so I take my leave to deal with my responsibilities,
but in the middle I attempt some flexibility,
of continuing to get some more in,
those moments that make me grin,
although some things still precedence,
as this requires my attendance,
and so my attention is still split,
but I have to admit,
one thing is on my mind more,
and that's just that I get to look forward,
to the next time with my most pleasant of distractions.
The day comes to an end where I think I'm done,
but there's the ride home,
and as I'm weaving in and out again,
you check in on how I've been,
so the ride is already going great,
as I know I'm getting home late,
but my thoughts are elsewhere,
as it's hard to care,
about anything other that what's going back and forth,
waiting to be done with this transport,
but I can already tell I'm going to be spending all night,
doing what just feels so right,
and that's just spending some more time while I only get a fraction,
of the sleep I need but I'm with the most pleasant of distractions. -
RE: Which one?? Eh?....
A. stable income, I make bank so this isn't necessary, but appreciated.
B. Loves God, I'm atheist so this doesn't matter one way or another.
C. Intelligent, this is the most important, because I need someone to be able to have a conversation with.
D. Good hygiene, I can look past this to an extent, but they should be somewhat clean. -
RE: My drawings what do you think?
@sumof1 I'd downvote you, but I know it gets your horny, so here's some unicorn love.