@lucifer_ all my life there is one thing that i blindly believe in
if something is meant to be ..its going to be yours no matter what and nothing can stop it
and if something isnt meant to be..no matter how hard you try ,at the end of all that sadness heart break and hardwork you are still not going to get it
im a believer and i believer man makes plans and they are limited to his views and insights and God makes better plan for him which he might not think is the best at that moment but will realise it eventually.