Posts made by ms_e

@Willoww "I've always thought people would find a lot more pleasure in their routines if they burst into song at significant moments." ~John Barrowman~

There is so much that I want to say, and yet,

My brain will not comprehend it,

To put it into legible words,

To speak it out loud.

I look at the screen,

Craving to fill the blank space,

With words, with thoughts,

With ideas beyond my vocabulary.

I scroll back up,

What did we talk about that got me hooked,

Like an addict I look for something,

Something to start the words flowing.

It seemed so easy at first,

Where did that ease go, I wonder?

Were you just like the others,

Sweet until you tapped into me?

Tapped into the side that I try to hide,

The side that I despise yet crave to appease,

Perhaps life was meant to be this way,

For me to never quite understand.

For whom amongst us truly understand the workings of the mind?

I found this site in my longing for someone to talk to,

For someone to dissect me,

Find what was wrong with me,

Fix me.

I came upon you,

You were sweet, caring,

You made me feel like I was worth something,

But then it happened.

You changed once you saw me,

You saw only the physical specimen,

You no longer wanted me,

At least not for the thoughts that occupied my head.

I turn away disgusted by the creature,

That pours out her thoughts into the great unknown,

How is it that one so broken,

Can have thoughts so foul?

@PhObiAC This resounds so much with me and my current position in life. Love, love, love it. Keep it up. :)

@us-poet That you do, that you do.

@US-poet not that you look great in them but that they are comfortable. I'm sure you rock it too. :)

@us-poet I have heard that.

@us-poet sometimes one is the only friend one needs. Yay for a fellow green-er (not meant as a weed reference).

@us-poet aren't kilts scottish?

@us-poet I love this holiday! Not so much for the drinking but for the massive overload of green. :D

@thegoddess Capricorn

@tehkotak Like all the other people who put food in their mouth and close their mouth to chew.

@us-poet exactly! I'm finding more and more is pissing me off these days and there's more that I cannot control.

@us-poet Lately I've been finding a lot has been getting on my nerves.

• People writing to me in text speak
• People eating with their mouths open
• People dragging their feet over stones etc.
• Just people in general.

@us-poet That. Would. Be. Awesome.

@us-poet Google it. I can't speak for anyone else but I know I'm looking forward to seeing it. :P

@us-poet I'm guessing you can't post videos on here but perhaps a gif of you dancing is in order then?

@us-poet If I knew what my diet was I might change it. Not a chance while I'm travelling though. Too much to try! Looking forward to seeing your progress pics if you decide to post them.

@us-poet I'm sure you do rock your bod just as well as you do your poetry. #fan

@us-poet That's impressive. Well done you. claps