Posts made by ms_e

@stranger_danger thank you, that was very informative.
I can't remember the last time I've had such a vivid nightmare or dream so at present I'm putting mine down to a multitude of stresses and things worrying me in my current state but I will be sure to try and be aware of any stimulants or triggers if it does happen again.

@stranger_danger how do you deal with it, if at all?

@us-poet yeah. I haven't been able to sleep after that. Urgh. It was just so vivid that I actually felt scared after I woke up and I could feel tears pricking at my eyes. Guess I'll need to work myself out.

I had been staying at a hotel down the road and I was planning on driving down to my next destination. It's like I was driving in Canada but I was driving on the left and it was India all around me in between the destinations it seems.
Shortly after starting I had to stop by the side of the road and for some reason I was using a big foldout map rather than a GPS or phone. I wasn't wearing anything inappropriate or sexual.
This truck came up from the other side of the road and stopped in front of my car. The driver was insistent that I come and help him and I didn't notice 3 other men get out and surround me. I realised but too late and as I was trying to get between them to my car they kept blocking me, touching me.
I was terrified and my pitiful screams were falling on deaf ears as people just watched me being taken as if there was nothing wrong with it. I tried in vain to struggle against them but they held me tight. One guy holding my arms behind me as another held my legs while the last touched me.
Somehow they decided not to rip my clothes off just yet and for that I thanked god silently with tears streaming down my face.
We stopped and they took me out of the truck. It looked as if we were surrounded by paddy fields. I tried to scream and was rewarded with a tight slap across the face for it. It had stung. The guy holding my legs had let go and I started doing the SING procedure from miss congeniality. First with the guy holding my arms and then with each of the guys after that. I was thankful for wearing the waterproof boots now as I ran through the fields, tears streaming down my face and my clothes torn.
I somehow made it to the car and due to the keys falling under the car during the initial struggle I was able to get in and get down the road before turning down a quiet lane and pulling over. I got out of the car and walked a little bit until I heard the sounds of water running and a guitar being strummed.
I wandered up wrapped in my jacket from the car and found an old man sitting there strumming a guitar next to a water feature which was next to his wife's grave.

That was when I woke up.

@thatboi that's a great goal to aspire to. How would you like to see that happen?

@anthonyy_ one can only hope that we all achieve that which we desire unless it is to the detriment of others.

@anthonyy_ make a positive impact on any one individual's life.
Skydiving sounds cool too.

@us-poet and that's why I admire you so much.

@us-poet isn't that just what we mortals call 'Life' ?

@us-poet I appreciate the opportunity. I may prevail upon you at a future date.

@us-poet I don't believe I have. I will have to get around to that.

@us-poet you couldn't have timed it better in my case.

@us-poet haha I was just listening to this.

@us-poet love. Just love.

@s_dawn My hobbies have included photography, reading, writing, singing when I think noone is listening, dancing when I think noone is watching, cooking (mainly baking) and eating.
My favourite is also photography as I tend to take candid shots of my friends which I show them years on and we remember why they made that face or did that dance or we remember a good time with that person we no longer have in our lives.
I get what you mean about being able to see what you've made it through and there are times I've gone through my photos after thinking everything is monotonous and realised that not everything in life is as straight lined as one would think.

@bgirl101105 I love the song but it also helps me cry.

@emry said in I’m just excited to see your opinions on these questions.:

1. Chips Ahoy or Oreos?
   Oreos (I haven't tried Chips Ahoy, to be honest though)
2. Coke or Pepsi?
   Pepsi
3. Xbox or Play Station?
   Play Station
4. Llama or Sheep?
   Llama
5. What’s your favorite color?
   Lime Green

@emry Not sure about depressed but this song makes me sad.

@us-poet Also, thanks. :) Means a lot from you to like it let alone love it.

@us-poet Unfortunately, if one puts themselves out there they have to be ready to take the good with the bad. Even if there's a lot of bad. :(