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I wish I could ask Mr.Death if he enjoys his job.
I wish I could ask the angels if rain is formed by the tears they sob.
I wish I could ask God why he created this place.
I wish I could ask to once again see his dear face.
I wish I could ask the sun why she shines.
I wish I could ask the moon if he likes his night time.
I wish I could ask the universe what the point of it all is.
Yeah, I wish I could ask all of this.

The pain I feel dost compare to a blade in my heart.
Love was an illusion and like a mirror it's breaking apart.
Each time I close my eyes I experience the memories.
Our love is a song of discord no longer of beautiful melodies.
I sense your anger and your hate.
I found out about you monster much too late.
I can't wait for legalities to unchain me from you.
So single I must be without further ado.
I don't want to love evermore.
I'll let the worms of loneliness eat me to my very core.

Like a broken winged butterfly.
She breaks, she cries.
Ruby red drips from her wrist.
Closes her eyes and makes a wish.
Wont someone hear the cries?
See right through the excuses the lies.
Beautiful is strong.
Hard to be strong when your alone.
She can't fly away anymore.
Broken to the core.
Her heart is a crushed, once beautiful thing.
Poor beauty with her broken wings.

She has awakened.
You who I thought I killed but won't end.
The demoness who is neither just a friend or foe.
Her Evil agenda is her own.
Won't stop till I'm dead by my own hands.
She rested within my soul beneath hidden sands.
She looks like me in that mirror.
She speaks but I pretend I don't hear her.
She sounds like me but she says things that give me chills.
"Cut your wrists or perhaps swallow lots of pills?"
"No there must be still hope!", I cry
She laughs "No just die."
"Things might get better again."
"No they might but we always win."
I will continue to fight.
But my light, it's dimming my light.

Be my dream in this waking nightmare.
Love me without worry or care.
Let me be your queen.
Be my king.
Lose yourself in my eyes.
Warm me up with smiles till my tears dry.
I always can't wait for our daily chats.
I'll love you forever if you want that.
Become a part of me from thine pages to thine cover.
Be my lover.

You light a fire inside.
I can see depths of the ocean within your eyes.
You bring light into my darkness.
I can believe in a future of happiness.
You have the power to break me.
I can feel you own my heart's key.
You charm me with every sweet word.
Give me hope which I thought would never again occur.
You are the one thing I always wanted but never expected.
I can love you forever and never take this for granted.

Hello my name is Miranda. I'm 23 and from Arkansas, USA. I'm a poet and writer. I love reading books and rock music. I'm recently separated soon to be divorced. So yeah I'm working on starting my life over. I'm a hopeless romantic and I love pizza. I don't have many friends but I like talking to people online. So if you want to talk go ahead message me.

I look upon our memories.
Thinking when did we forgo all pleasantries.
My heart bleeds and yet I still exist.
Love is a heaven and a hell; why didn't I resist?
Wish you didn't hate me now.
Would say this to you but I just don't know how.
I'd take it all back if I could.
All this is happening and I never thought it would.
I dream of what could have been.
What happiness would have occurred then?
All of these things keep me awake so many nights.
I replay it all from the tender kissess to the fights.
We weren't perfect that's for certain.
Can't quit loving you though my former person.

@im-a-bae well when I'm bored I write poetry, go out and walk in the woods, and listen to music.

@stranger_danger thank you so much for the kind words and music. I absolutely loved the videos. You just made my day.

I love getting compliments but I don't get them often cause I'm super shy

I know everyone cares yet I feel it.
So alone in this crowded room where I sit.
God how I long for human contact.
I don't know if I can continue to act.
Hard to pretend when you are sad.
It's a daily basis of feeling bad.
I long for the warmth of being held.
When I was a kid I had high hopes but I've failed.
I could drown on these tears.
Won't someone please notice me and soothe my fears.

        **Envy The Dead**

Blue lips.
Closed eye lids.
How I envy you there resting, dead.
I feel no dread.
Your skin is cold as ice.
I wonder if the other side is nice.
I want my heart beat stopping.
Lifeless in a coffin.
I'm so alone here
Drowning on every tear.
I want peace too.
Want to be dead like you.

Lost inside myself again.
I pray for strength often.
I don't want to live but I don't want to die.
I could drown on all the tears that I've cried.
But what if one day I give up on life?
If my itching wrists finally felt a knife?
Would I be very missed if I was gone?
I always hesitate when the steels been drawn.
So here I am on my knees again.
I'm silently screaming.
I'm so exhausted from battling my demons.

Have you ever loved someone you wanted to hate?
Ever felt so broken that you started to break?
Looking in the mirror regretting what you see.
Have you wished you could be the best you could be?
Ever been stuck between wasting away and hopeful?
Looking less happy more mournful.
Have you ever felt so alone?
Ever felt like your friend darkness was the only one?
Looking in the mirror this is all I see.
Have you ever felt like me?

Beautiful piece. Keep writing my friend.

Beautiful corpse in the mirror oh how you lie.
Dull brown eyes I dream them a lifeless white.
Lovely soft hair how I wish you insipid and coarse.
Sweet voice turn monotone, hoarse.
Oh, how I desire you'd speak nevermore!
Soft red lips turn dark purple or perhaps blue.
Woe this decitful breath!
I dearly wish you'd accept your death.
Beautiful corpse lie to thyself no more.
Walk swiftly now through death's door

This is so beautiful. It moves the inner hopeless romantic within me. How inspirational. Bravo dearie!

I know a lady.
Let's just call her Mary.
Left her old man the other day.
Guess he'd prefer it that way.
Poor Mary she can't get over it.
She constantly attempts to forget.
She's a hot little mess.
Drowning her sorrows while wearing her old wedding dress.
Never cared for country songs.
But here she is living in one.
Sipping on moonshine.
Can't afford fancy wine.
I saw her throw her ring to the wall.
Most nights you can hear her bawl.
She lives her life one day at a time.
Never wants to lay her heart back on the line.
Go Mary have your fun!
One day this will all be done.

@us-poet I love that!