"You're still here"

[Frrree_Camion]

I keep finding myself writing your name
randomly at any day,
I keep finding myself listening to your favourite song,
humming and singing along,
I keep finding myself reading your favourite book,
not my interest but I keep getting hooked,
I keep finding myself remembering your face,
your smile, the details of every trace,
I keep finding myself getting lots of courage then look for you
keep getting disappointed, but I still do,
I keep finding myself wishing for a rain,
But really to wish to see you again.

For the days, months, and years that I keep loving the same person whom I meet rarely, I cheered silently, and I loved deeply.

(And for all of the times we met at the sidewalk under the rain)