Day X before I kill myself

[rider33]

Hey don't die... It's okay things go wrong.. there are many beautiful things to live... You'll find someone to love... You'll find the way you want your life to be... Relax and love the world...
If you have nothing to do in this world then why don't you help someone to make their life beautiful.. attest that way you may feel your life with living

[bvzpt]

ugh stop trying to seek attention
if you wanna die just die......
buh i agree w @rider33 ;))

[Skyye]

Life sucks and then we die. I mean, you do what you need to do, but it won't matter after you die because.. you'll be dead. Live or don't, it's not easy and it's not fun. You just keep on keeping on. Still. You're death might mean more than you know. Or not. Idk. I myself have a child and I wait out every day because I now my s00000e would be so hard for him. So. I wait. Do what you have to do.. but consider waiting it out...

[Phaéris]

@rider33 said in Day X before I kill myself:

Relax and love the world...
If you have nothing to do in this world then why don't you help someone to make their life beautiful

Really dude ? You think I just need to relax and love the fucking world ? You're stupid or what you think I will love this FUCKING HELL OF WORLD ??!!!! And you really think I will help people to make their life beautiful whereas if my life is hell now it's because of the people when I was kid ?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ?! People like you really need to experiment pain to understand

[Phaéris]

@Celosa you're so kind :)

[nothuman]

@Phaéris why are you so angry with the world? We are all hurting at times in our lives and I can't imagine what pWhy ain you are feeling right now or how you can begin to trust anyone? I know often I feel like the world is against me and if I die no one will be at my funeral, they I'm no loss to the world. It can be draining and soul destroying. I'm sorry for the pain and anger you feel. 😭

[Phaéris]

@nothuman said in Day X before I kill myself:

why are you so angry with the world?

It's easy . Because everything in this world down to the smallest detail exists to make me suffer

[Phaéris]

I remind you that the purpose of this topic is that you tell me your hate in answers before I leave .

[nothuman]

@Phaéris I wish I could take your pain away to make you feel better. I wish I could reach out through the screen and give you a big fat hug 🙌🙅‍♂️

[Phaéris]

@nothuman I don't need your hug

[nothuman]

Ok I respect that not everyone likes hugs. 😣 Do you live alone?

[Phaéris]

@nothuman the purpose of this topic is that you tell me your hate not try to discuss about how I live :(

[nothuman]

@Phaéris ok then. My hate is that people kill themselves when there are people like my brother who died of cancer , who wanted to live, didn't get a choice. I didn't get a choice for him to stay. Life is rough, they're are hurdles And rivers to cross, people who will walk all over you and take advantage and are rotten to the core! 😣

[Phaéris]

@nothuman It's absolulty not what I was thinking when I said hate... Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments BUT I specify that @ALUCARD_ and @JESS do not have the right to tell me their hatred because they are my slaves !

[nothuman]

@Phaéris for what it's worth i like your quote about people don't have what they deserve, thru have what the have. Can totally relate to that 😂 night. I hope you find what you're looking for in life and find peace. Xoxo 💕

[Alughost]

@Phaéris Phenis I’m am not nor will I ever be you’re slave. You’re not worth my loyalty or efforts. You’re barley worth my attention. But I comment simply because you told me not too. 🖕

[Phaéris]

@Alucard_ You all see , I said he would deny but it stay true

[Matt_Aranha]

@Phaéris said in Day X before I kill myself:

Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments

Perhaps that is the case, but do you know what? When people are hurting, they lash out. Yes you might have been mean to people without reason and yes absolutely some are gonna hate on you for it - but I think you underestimate the essence of humanity and the kindness and understanding that I KNOW exists in some of the people here.

Whatever you decide to do is ultimately your choice, but you shouldn't feel as though you have to go through what you are going through alone. I've tried PMing you but can't because of restrictions - if you want an ear, I'm not going to judge, you are welcome to message me.

[Ava_Da_Potato]

Dont kill yourself :( . i have been bullied a lot before.

[shamslove24]

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