So I hide .... ..... ...... . .... ..

[The traumatized]

Due to my twisted sense of pride
Having no one in which to confide
Taught to never show the tears I've cried
Many times wishing I had died
No one knows just how hard I've tried
To not show what's truly inside
So I hide
I hide behind a mask and a smile
Faking it all the while
Never showing the true trial
Constantly in a state of denial
Feelings of worthlessness, nothing worthwhile
When did things become so hostile
So I hide
I hide behind a guise and grin
Rarely acting on a whim
Afraid of what could've been
Letting too much get under my skin
Patience continuously worn thin
Keeping everything within
So I hide

[Døn]

@somebody1233
you just wrote the emotions
Thank you for posting here

"Work in the silence,
Only my presence,
Fool proof perseverance,
Next time the fear will hide."