Why should i try ? not like it matters
Welo it does not matter. Nothing matters until you give it value. I think that if a realistic view of your life leaves you with the most possible conclusion far higher than any others is that things are only going to stay the same as living hell or get worse then i think killing yourself is ok. But it is rarely the case
It’s Christmas in seven days. Financially i’m Broke. My mother’s birthday is on Wednesday and my girlfriend and my daughter were both born on the 29th of this month. I have nothing.
In addition to that i’m broke I haven’t ate in days it’s been hard finding a job. I have been trying for months. I just feel like i’m Living for nothing. I have no help or support
It was painful just to read that man i have to say but look it can definitely be worse. What if they were all DEAD, wouldn't that be worse? Wouldn't being alone without em be worst. Or else, doesn't this make you want to kill yourself, what do you think would be worse for them to have no gifts from you on christmas and their birthdays or finding your dead corpse covered with flies. Just asking.
@megamanxvii And do you realize finance has little to do with the holidays like most think?
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@kanuna Yeah you’re right but it’s ways more than just material things that I want for other people.
Of course it is. It can still get worse. Work for whay you want/need and be ok with what you have no matter hiw shit and horrible it is and here's why, i know that shit is fucking hard on you, i have been in situations close to the level of fucked up that this is but never been in a situation which is as fucked uo but i know that my dad has been in much worse situations and guess what, after 2-3 years at most you'll look back at what you're going through now and you'll be glad that you went through that character building period and that your skin has grown even thicker and your massive steel balls have gotten even bigger and harder and man are you gonna lauuuuuugghhhh.
I’ve just had a black cloud over my head for months now. It’s beginning to take its toll on me. I can’t even afford to feed myself
Good. You still have an internet access, i remember a couple of days when me, my sister and my parents were basically homeless and had to stay to stay in homeless shelters seperate from each other ofcourse with no internet. Look buy low cost high protine foods, do a simple daily fitness routine and get to 5-9% body fat in no time. Get completely shredded. The sports thing is not necissary but most importantly you need to get those FUCKING THOUUUUUUUUGHTS that keep getting into your brain out to be able to think more clearly about your problems so use your internet connection to learn to meditate.
Here is a 9 min godly routine you can try or/then download right now
Here is a 26 min routine you can try or/then download right now which is like the 9 min but i think better. I have not tried the 26 min one but it is from the same neuroscientist/philosopher who made the 9 min one so you know it's good: