You wont, dont worry. Its not that you wanna die, its just that u a bit tired of life. And thats normal, thats fucked up.. but its normal. Find a meaning, why you walkin this planet.
@Bill-Dhivid i agree 😊🙏, keep learning it to deal better than yesterday for our surroundings being aware not hurt Thier feelings , not for the self,it's madness to deal the dealt part for the self,