((Hugs)) for you my friend. I’m sorry you are hurting. Life is a series of ups and downs. I’m with you though. I’m on the downside myself atm. No worries though.... better times are just around the corner.
It's like I always say to my ten kids, 'In the game of petty, chattering middle class sibling rivalry, you WIN or you DIE', and then I make them fight in the desert ala James T Kirk fighting The Gorn, complete with music, and whoever stands victorious will inherit my design consultancy business.