@James-C-137 Awww..... I’m so sorry for you. Please don’t kill yourself, God made all of us for a reason. The world loves you, even if you don’t see it. Me and your other friends will be there for you.
Well, you shouldn't worry about your reputation here, people are walking in and out for no apparent reason. On the other hand, I find worse those who stop talking with false justifications and then find them writing online. It takes consistency and respect, which some lack :(