@Rikonx i feel like it is because there are alot of perverts out there ans its hars for women to trust you. But aometimes after they know the right person they atart liking them
Also lots of guys think a girl ia out of their league. Thata not the case about me because i have been there and life has proven me otherwise. There is just that leap of faith that does you wonders and many are too afraid to tke it
it's okay to feel unmotivated sometimes. you don't have to be productive 24/7. as long as you have long-term plans, everything should turn out fine. try to accept yourself & the situation you're in, find a good way to relieve stress and change will come. definitely prioritize mental clarity above all.
also, try not to fret over having conversations with your coworkers. constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating :)