Why am I so bossy to everyone. I am a very sweet and loving person. But I act like a dictator. It’s embarrassing and it makes me wanna cry because I feel so powerless to the instinct and it hurts others as well as myself. No wonder Im a single almost 26 year old woman I’m sorry if this was negative I just don’t wanna explode. I hope everyone is having a beautiful day/ night. Life is beautiful. Personally, my loneliness is depressing but I manage it cause I dream of fairytales all the time but reality loves to meet me with cruel disillusionment all the time and it feels so mean. I wish the world was more helpful, motivating, kind, loving and caring. That’s my wish. God bless everyone thanks for reading my soul on my sleeves fellow Gods and Goddess.

Thank you for your comment, advice and positivity beautiful girl. I’m sorry to hear about your depression. Don’t give up, keep going towards your dreams. Hopefully change happens soon. I wish I had a close relationship with my family. Staying at my moms house is not easy. My sister suffers from Psychosis and rules the energy of the house in a negative way. My mom is super old school and religious so it’s not easy for me to express myself without judgement. I’m grateful for spaces like this where woman like us can feel free to express ourselves and not bottle in so many emotions. I have a lot of shadow work to do in order to heal whatever is inside of me. And I hope that I will b blessed one day with a good man and friends that won’t give up. And that I will not scare him away with my bossy ness . Lol

@Sassy thank you so much. I seriously needed that reality check. I really appreciate you!

@Døn wow super awesome quote. Thank you so much!!!!️

@Johnnyy yes it is much better out! Lol thank you for being so cool about it. I truly meant no harm to anyone and didn’t wanna broadcast toxicity or violence. Only frame my pain to acknowledge myself. I didn’t wanna bottle it up for another min. I was scared I would go ape shit on my own self lol which is a poor reflection of what I wish to see in the world.

@SJO Aw thank you so much for your message. ️️️ You’re right , it was just what I needed. I’m excited to be a glitter goddess I feel finally free ! Teehee

@Døn wow super awesome quote. Thank you so much!!!!️

@Johnnyy yes it is much better out! Lol thank you for being so cool about it. I truly meant no harm to anyone and didn’t wanna broadcast toxicity or violence. Only frame my pain to acknowledge myself. I didn’t wanna bottle it up for another min. I was scared I would go ape shit on my own self lol which is a poor reflection of what I wish to see in the world.

@Sassy thank you so much. I seriously needed that reality check. I really appreciate you!

@SJO Aw thank you so much for your message. ️️️ You’re right , it was just what I needed. I’m excited to be a glitter goddess I feel finally free ! Teehee

Thank you for your comment, advice and positivity beautiful girl. I’m sorry to hear about your depression. Don’t give up, keep going towards your dreams. Hopefully change happens soon. I wish I had a close relationship with my family. Staying at my moms house is not easy. My sister suffers from Psychosis and rules the energy of the house in a negative way. My mom is super old school and religious so it’s not easy for me to express myself without judgement. I’m grateful for spaces like this where woman like us can feel free to express ourselves and not bottle in so many emotions. I have a lot of shadow work to do in order to heal whatever is inside of me. And I hope that I will b blessed one day with a good man and friends that won’t give up. And that I will not scare him away with my bossy ness . Lol

Why am I so bossy to everyone. I am a very sweet and loving person. But I act like a dictator. It’s embarrassing and it makes me wanna cry because I feel so powerless to the instinct and it hurts others as well as myself. No wonder Im a single almost 26 year old woman I’m sorry if this was negative I just don’t wanna explode. I hope everyone is having a beautiful day/ night. Life is beautiful. Personally, my loneliness is depressing but I manage it cause I dream of fairytales all the time but reality loves to meet me with cruel disillusionment all the time and it feels so mean. I wish the world was more helpful, motivating, kind, loving and caring. That’s my wish. God bless everyone thanks for reading my soul on my sleeves fellow Gods and Goddess.