@SoFa_king_Cody in essence all i 'need' to get started is a knife, good clothing, a means to make fire, and shelter.
the rest will follow. i don't need anything modern life has to offer , it's all luxuries and entertainment.
Why ?, because its the right thing to do .... Why Not? because it makes you the idiot of any given situation...
This simple analogy comes from birth, the way you are brought up, the way this leads to you dealing with things and how you approach a given situation (good or bad).
Its the fundamentals that our parents and their parents before them installed into each and every one of our blood lines.
If you try to fight against the way you were brought up (again good or bad, values or not) it can be compared to trying to saw wood against the grain .... it's a whole lot harder than it should be.
How can I rate your skills via the internet? This will not be the truth. However, I can guess that you feel a lack of kitchen equipment. Maybe you should have a look at Black+Decker toaster oven convective heat transfer because it will improve every person's skills.
It can be both it just depends on how you look at it. Now overly jealous can be bad for a relationship but a little bit of jealous is okay because it shows the other person you care about them and you want them and them only