I have a hard time with any kind of holiday, because I tend to be lazy and that pulls me really down. I feel that I'm just a better person when I have something to do. But I am christian and I do look forward to celebrating this particular birthday ;-) . Toward my family I have mixed feelings, so I'm looking forward to it, and at the same time I'm not. I'll prolly also spend more time on TWS and get to know some peeps here better, so I'm looking forward to that.