Hi all
I am having bad today. I received abusing messages from my landlord. He is alcoholic and smoking cannabis. i am clean person and I am trying to be nice to him. I am cleaning my room weekly I am cleaning bathroom (only I), I am cleaning floor in hole house. He never sees all these staff just complaining if I do something wrong.
I also had supervision with my team leader yesterday. She told me that some my patient complained about me. I have breached confidentiality. It was verbal message to patient mobile phone. I cannot prove otherwise. This is my contract job and expire in September. i am looking for new job. i had some very good job interviews. However, my Team leader is my referee.
Is it okay if I tried to kill myself multiple times? 0_0 But I have never succeeded which makes me addicted. Running away from problems becomes hard and I just cant handle the pressure.
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Oh my god. Just stop. Don't ever do that to yourself. Time heals, specially when you move out, get a job, live in a different place. What if you put yourself In a vegetative position. Paralysed in a bed for the rest of your life. Think about it.
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@quick4 Thank you for caring for me! Thank you I will think about it. Thank you
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Don't I'm sure you are a lovely person
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It is definitely not okay considering the possibility that u might actually succeed in killing urself one day!!
Don't take death lightly, if u die its an end for u, think about the pain u cause for those u leave behind... they have to live with your loss for the rest of their life. Trust me it's not a pleasant way to exist.So if not for u, at least for the ones who luv u... live on.
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As an older fella. I’ve also struggled with these evil thoughts. Although you may feel like giving up and ending your journey. Life is a beautiful thing however it’s all entirely what you make it. I’ve had to live on the street as a youngster and had many challenges. Stay focused and do the best you can. Eventually you’ll reap the benefits of your hard work and dedication. “One day at a time” hang in there 🙏
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cmon bro you can do it this time just pull the trigger
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As someone who already experienced hard life and that had a lot of problems that couldnt be solved, I tried to run away just as you. But running away didnt bring anything to my life, so I decided to start thinking more positive and do problems one by one. Life is something that you have just once, dont waste is by trying to kill yourself. Put smile on your face, no matter how hard situation is and start doing small problems first. By doing small problems, you will get addiction to resolve them, so you will go to harder problems and do them. Just put some positive thought in your head, smile a lot and stay calm.
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@Lake-Bodom Sadly I dont have a gun
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@Tsolmon-Byambasukh let your gas leak and take a nap