Hi all
I am having bad today. I received abusing messages from my landlord. He is alcoholic and smoking cannabis. i am clean person and I am trying to be nice to him. I am cleaning my room weekly I am cleaning bathroom (only I), I am cleaning floor in hole house. He never sees all these staff just complaining if I do something wrong.
I also had supervision with my team leader yesterday. She told me that some my patient complained about me. I have breached confidentiality. It was verbal message to patient mobile phone. I cannot prove otherwise. This is my contract job and expire in September. i am looking for new job. i had some very good job interviews. However, my Team leader is my referee.
Day X before I kill myself
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@Phaéris ok then. My hate is that people kill themselves when there are people like my brother who died of cancer , who wanted to live, didn't get a choice. I didn't get a choice for him to stay. Life is rough, they're are hurdles And rivers to cross, people who will walk all over you and take advantage and are rotten to the core! 😣
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@nothuman It's absolulty not what I was thinking when I said hate... Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments BUT I specify that @ALUCARD_ and @JESS do not have the right to tell me their hatred because they are my slaves !
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@Phaéris for what it's worth i like your quote about people don't have what they deserve, thru have what the have. Can totally relate to that 😂 night. I hope you find what you're looking for in life and find peace. Xoxo 💕
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@Phaéris Phenis I’m am not nor will I ever be you’re slave. You’re not worth my loyalty or efforts. You’re barley worth my attention. But I comment simply because you told me not too. 🖕
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@Alucard_ You all see , I said he would deny but it stay true
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@Phaéris said in Day X before I kill myself:
Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments
Perhaps that is the case, but do you know what? When people are hurting, they lash out. Yes you might have been mean to people without reason and yes absolutely some are gonna hate on you for it - but I think you underestimate the essence of humanity and the kindness and understanding that I KNOW exists in some of the people here.
Whatever you decide to do is ultimately your choice, but you shouldn't feel as though you have to go through what you are going through alone. I've tried PMing you but can't because of restrictions - if you want an ear, I'm not going to judge, you are welcome to message me.
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Dont kill yourself :( . i have been bullied a lot before.
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I think he died.......:joy::eyes:
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U said u would kill yourself long time ago and still didnt happen