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Day X before I kill myself
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@Phaéris why are you so angry with the world? We are all hurting at times in our lives and I can't imagine what pWhy ain you are feeling right now or how you can begin to trust anyone? I know often I feel like the world is against me and if I die no one will be at my funeral, they I'm no loss to the world. It can be draining and soul destroying. I'm sorry for the pain and anger you feel. 😭
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@nothuman said in Day X before I kill myself:
why are you so angry with the world?
It's easy . Because everything in this world down to the smallest detail exists to make me suffer
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I remind you that the purpose of this topic is that you tell me your hate in answers before I leave .
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@Phaéris I wish I could take your pain away to make you feel better. I wish I could reach out through the screen and give you a big fat hug 🙌🙅♂️
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@nothuman I don't need your hug
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Ok I respect that not everyone likes hugs. 😣 Do you live alone?
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@nothuman the purpose of this topic is that you tell me your hate not try to discuss about how I live :(
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@Phaéris ok then. My hate is that people kill themselves when there are people like my brother who died of cancer , who wanted to live, didn't get a choice. I didn't get a choice for him to stay. Life is rough, they're are hurdles And rivers to cross, people who will walk all over you and take advantage and are rotten to the core! 😣
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@nothuman It's absolulty not what I was thinking when I said hate... Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments BUT I specify that @ALUCARD_ and @JESS do not have the right to tell me their hatred because they are my slaves !
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@Phaéris for what it's worth i like your quote about people don't have what they deserve, thru have what the have. Can totally relate to that 😂 night. I hope you find what you're looking for in life and find peace. Xoxo 💕
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@Phaéris Phenis I’m am not nor will I ever be you’re slave. You’re not worth my loyalty or efforts. You’re barley worth my attention. But I comment simply because you told me not too. 🖕
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@Alucard_ You all see , I said he would deny but it stay true
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@Phaéris said in Day X before I kill myself:
Just know I have been very mean with lot of people on this website and I had I insulted and annoyed lot of people without reason and now I wait for their hate in comments
Perhaps that is the case, but do you know what? When people are hurting, they lash out. Yes you might have been mean to people without reason and yes absolutely some are gonna hate on you for it - but I think you underestimate the essence of humanity and the kindness and understanding that I KNOW exists in some of the people here.
Whatever you decide to do is ultimately your choice, but you shouldn't feel as though you have to go through what you are going through alone. I've tried PMing you but can't because of restrictions - if you want an ear, I'm not going to judge, you are welcome to message me.
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Dont kill yourself :( . i have been bullied a lot before.
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I think he died.......:joy::eyes:
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U said u would kill yourself long time ago and still didnt happen