romance
ugh fml i guess (edit)
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this is an edit of the original post. i wasn’t trying to seek attention. i was just feeling genuinely sad at the moment so i kinda wanted to vent. i guess i didn’t do a get job at trying to do that and was called an attention seeker. i genuinely don’t know what’s wrong with me. just a little while ago i was as happy as can be. then i started feeling like crap and all that happiness went away. about 2 weeks ago something happened which made me become very depressed. i had been depressed before then and i had it under control but when this “thing” happened it just made it more worse. some days after the “thing” occurred i thought i was starting to feel a little better, but i guess i was just trying to hide my true emotions. the person that started the “thing” contacted me like 2 days ago and started to blame what happened on me when it was never my fault. even an outsider looking in could say it wasn’t my fault. so that made me feel like even more crap. but recently i have met someone incredible that is very considerate of my feelings (we’re gonna call them um squidward) i was talking to squidward today and all of a sudden i felt like i was doing the wrong thing. i felt like i was just setting myself up to be hurt again. then it felt like all my depression from the past month just came and sat right on my shoulders. i starting feeling like an idiot for being so vulnerable. i hate myself for letting people run over me all the time. so i just laid here and cried wondering what will i do now. i got on here and posted the original post while i was caught up in all my emotions. the original may have made me sound like i was trying to seek attention but i wasn’t, i was just genuinely feeling like shit and wanted to say that.
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girl let’s talk 🥺
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don’t hate urself, everyone at some point reaches a point where we want to give up and become tired of everything but THERES always a point where we can rebound back, and I’m here for u whenever u need to talk 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
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@baldshinobi You wrote that your having a problem, don't at all get into it, and then say you want it to be ignored? Fuck you, you clearly want it to Garner attention or you either would have not wrote this, or would have come out and asked for help. Fuck right off with this, fuck you.
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@jackwin9 dude relax
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@NatalieNastyy no way, people gotta learn that if you want something, just come out and say it. Don't pussy foot around and pretend you don't want something. If you don't want anything, then you wouldn't say anything to begin with.
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@jackwin9 and what if she just wanted to vented it out?
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Vent what? In order to vent you actually have to speak your problems. Not say something so general like I hate myself. That's hardly any kind of venting if you don't actually let anything out.
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@jackwin9 maybe you’re right. i said i didn’t want anyone feeling sympathy for me because i know it will do nothing. maybe i’ll just delete the post then. i’m sorry this bothered you so much
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@baldshinobi Exactly, you don't need sympathy. If you want help with something, go ahead and say it. Plenty of people are Keen to help each other out. Otherwise it's best to keep quiet until your ready to admit what it is that you really want. You know what you want.
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@jackwin9 sadly it won’t let me delete this
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@baldshinobi Hate is such an ugly word. As is the word ugly. Remember the comment about being comfortable in your own skin? I meant that. Might take some time to find that peace, but I've no doubt you'll get there.
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No worries, if anything it's still a good message to the future and others.
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@Lazz Ah there's nothing wrong with hate, can't have hate without love. You love something enough to hate something that threatens it.
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@baldshinobi You may not be able to delete, but you can always just
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@jackwin9 To each their own, then. I was taught not to hate. About the best I can do is Strongly Dislike. Semantics. Just word choices
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What up Everyone
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i edited it so you guys could have a better understanding.
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@baldshinobi your cool
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@jackwin9 i edited it so you can get your panties out a twist