My life has been on repeat for over two years now. I was once a person who despised routines of any sort, but now I have become one big loop. How did I reach here? been asking this question ever since.
@Tomas98 It's bcz you have so much incomplete desires , or thoughts and Ideas that won't fit with what others think or that's how u see it probably ... and maybe different interests is common too ....
Life is full of infinite possibilities. Even when it feels like other people aren't happy you're around, you have the right to be happy and so you shall be. Set goals and dreams for yourself. Work towards them. Only having a purpose will help you. Your mother would want you to be happy, and you shall honor her life by not giving up on yours.
@jay94
Damn. Reading this hit the feelings. Honestly it was the better choice for you to tell her. Especially if you have been feeling for her already. It's only those "What if" moments because here you are liking someone and not knowing how they feel. Wondering what should you tell her and if you should. At the same you gotta loom out for yourself.. its better to know than to never know, it was a risk you took. I can only imagine what you are feeling having opened up your heart and writing a song for her and she not responding. It can mean a number of things.. but in my honest opinion, I think you shouldn't give up just yet. Give your all so at least in the end you'll know you did and how much it meant to you. Losing someone special hurts but it hurts more to have feeling kept inside. I would also try to talk to her once in person. See why she did what she did and how she feels.. it's better for you to know it all then to wonder later on. Hope this helps or give you some insight and thanks for writing on my post vent.
@ouuji Everyone in the world is born different who's to say whats normal or not. stop stressing about small things when you let the water settle all things will become clear. Maybe if he did want to do those things you would react or maybe not. What I'm trying to say is you need to explore these things yourself, I do not posses your body and mind. Relationships also don't need to be sexual you can still love without that stuff.
