I get really jealous and everyfriend of mine is having fun and Here I am hanging with neice ,grandma and aunties because of family gathering and I really find it strange that my neice is 12years older than me !! It is all because of my dumb sister ,my parents always orders me to go with her rathar than to hang with boys my age!!!so I always ends up in gossip area of ladies.SO CHRISTMAS IS NIGHTMARE FOR ME!!!