I read the whole of ur point.
Life is unpredictable,u never knoe what next card will show.Their comes a point when u dont like anyone because the person whom u love the most,done everything to make them close to u ..leaves u.At that very moment u knoe u ll be in depression and definitely u ll think u wanna suicide.But suicide is only not the option.
I got a relation we talk but things are not at all same,One who was who is and who ll be in my priority list found me irritating.All i could do is walk away from her life and leave her alone promising in my mind i m always for her,i cant be pysically available as she ll found more irritating but can be my prayers ll work here for her.
People reading the post will found me fool i knoe but if u trully love someone she is thier or not doesnt matter but u will always be their for her
I dunno what to feel.. :'(
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@Karina-Kara yeah, I used to listen a lot of that.. thank you.Good Book is a great way escape too
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@cjko I’m so sorry Cjko. Just have in mind, that he is in a better place right now. This life, this place is awful - he’ll be so happy right now, in heaven, the place rewarded to him for being a great man, which I’m sure he was. Would he like to see you sad? No, I’m pretty sure that he’s happy and he’d like to see you be happy too. Just remember, “this too shall pass”. Life IS short, and so are all the bad times. Life wouldn’t be life without all the depression, the tears; it would just be paradise then. Life is like this for all, you’re not alone. I pray that God grants you and your family ease in these difficult times, just please, do not overthink, don’t make yourself sad. It’ll all get better soon, I promise you.
And we’re all here if you need us, do not ever hesitate to speak to us!
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@cjko
Look at you, loosing everything you love and you still manage to carry on and cheer everyone here up with your optimism and good nature.
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@Karina-Kara EXACTLY!! You’re so strong, NOTHING can bring you down. I know you’ll be all better and cheery very soon < 3
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@ItsLiz thaaank you.I was moved by this, and you are right. I just kinda accepted already our (human) fate. Death is inevitable, we can delay it but we can't stop it. I know how tranquil their life after this.. free from cruelty , pain and sadness. It's normal to shed tears , I just feel pain and embrace it. Pain demands to be felt, then moved on til it hurts no more. I want to still wear a smile on my face after this, I have to be strong for my family and relatives who are weak. They need strength even when it times they cannot summoned the courage
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@cjko Thanks for what!!?? Thank YOU for being such a beautiful human being. You are one strong woman, I am inspired by how you are able to be so strong despite all the pain you are feeling right now. It’s unbelievable. And yep, that’s exactly how it is, I pray you never lose hope and stay this powerful. <3
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@cjko
I would never be able to be so strong as you.
I would loose all hope if only a single family member of mine dies.
Now i will always look up to you, sis'.
Keep that chin of yours high up and never look down.
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@cjko Well this may sound dumb, but I felt exactly like this when my dog died. Its awful. I know. And, Im sorry for your loss.
Talk to your friends,your mum and recollect the good memories you had with him.
Thats how you bear it for now.
And with time (I know this isnt a good thing to say but,) he'll find a place in your forgotten memories. -
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@cjko hey it's gonna get better with time...Try to do things that keep u happy..Try keeping urself distracted n don't stress over the loss. it'll be ok :)
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@cjko
I'm sorry to hear that and admire your braveness to seek helpKeep remembering that he is in a better place and that you will meet him there where you will then be free from all pain of loss - as the person you lost, you will find there. Till then, remember him for who he was- a kind loving uncle - and remember that you know exactly where he is and that you will be destined to meet him again.
These feelings bring tears to my eyes!
To see you leave my world, leave my side!
Hear the angels sing!
As they embrace you with a warm; "Welcome home!"
With a warm "Welcome home!"
Hear the angels sing!
One morning I'll wake up to you,
One morning I'll hear the angels sing.
On that morning we won't be worried about the weather
Nor will we might wither his life
While the clocks alarm.- Jake Luhrs -
I'm so sorry for your loss.
But as many said, death is part of life. It's the "conclusion" of our time here, and wherever he is, he certainly doesn't want to see you sad. So you gotta be a little strong and get better soon, tho don't hold back or hide your sorrow. It's ok to feel sad, we are only humans, we feel... really much.
If you ever need someone to speak too, count me in!
