@LilyRose This will probably open me up to more fire but fine here I go anyway. Lily yes I used a fake face. Yes I had a lapse of judgement with one person and I stopped when asked after a few lines. No further than second base. So as far as actual sexting goes not that far. I have apologized to said minor long before this.
Since you want to say I stole others work then please by all means show what I stole. You want to show other things why not that too
@LilyRose What’s real in your mind is real to you. Just because someone else can’t see it touch it know that it’s there doesn’t make them any less real to you.
@Sassygirl I’m just a simple writer you’re the amazing person that makes me more
You say they aren’t real
But I know that
But they’re my demons
They haunt me
They haunt my sleep
They haunt my mind
To me they’re real
I’ll pray that I’ll heal
Hoping that the gods are real
That maybe I can feel
That maybe they aren’t real
Maybe they’re just in my head
Maybe my monsters aren’t real
Maybe I don’t need my weapon
I just need a shot of courage
I know I’m unstable
I won’t try and say that I’m ok
I won’t get angry
I won’t be discouraged
I just want it to be over
I’m tired of the battle
I’m tired of the war
I’m tired of them
Being real to me
@Rissa_TheBest best I can girl. Trying to make it one more day
@Rissa_TheBest Keep making progress girl. It’s truly sad when you can’t have what the heart wants despite the circumstances. I wish you the best and keep pushing forward.
@SoulBrother I know and I appreciate that. But this was posted a day ago.
@AXES It’s just a lot I’ll tell you more in dms
@NiaRox My Goddess I won't lie and say I'm happy for you or that I'm not hurting. Cause truth is I'm far from happy and that your leaving is breaking me in a way I can't describe with words. Despite all that I love you. I wish you the best and I hope your life works out. I know you'll be great making movies like you wanted. I know your voice will echo across the world and you'll be one of the best. For that I'll try and develop my writing skills to match what I know you'll be one day. I want you to know that no matter what I support you and that maybe one day when were both more ready then maybe we can have another chance meeting. You are an amazing person and I know I'm grateful for all that youve ever done for me. I just wish I could do the same for you. I want you to have an amazing life even if that life doesn't include me. I love you
~Love always your Alexis Claire
Life has been so messed up
No one can be my baby
How can anyone love me
If all I can do is hate myself
I’m a mess, I’m broken
I can’t trust no one
I’m a hater I’m a loser
I’m obsessive
I’m embarrassing
How could you want
What isn’t lovable
I’m fucked up
Beyond reality
I’m impulsive
I’m reckless
I’m everything
That you shouldn’t want
So why would you love me
When I’m just a broken
Shattered mess
I’m good for nothing
But being used
You don’t love me
That’s okay I don’t either
@Sassygirl Thanks I really appreciate it. I'm the lucky on tbh. She is so amazing I don't think of myself as hardly worthy of her.
I have met a special soul
One that is so divine
We fill each other
To overflowing
With our very essence
It’s like we’ve known
Each other forever
Like we’re sisters
Or maybe long time lovers
Our souls cry out
To each other
Despite the distance
Within our hearts
We started a journey
One in which
We shall mirror each other
For now and forever
For eternity
What are you
But that which completes me
This is for My goddess @NiaRox. You know all you’ve ever done for me and I love you.
@chewie I’m glad you liked this one. I wrote it cause it was inspired by Nia. She’s been one person that’s always been there for me since I met her. No matter how depressed angry or upset I am she can literally put a smile on my face and make my day better.
I set into the woods
Sad and depressed
Seeking solace
And strength
To try and refind myself
As I wandered aimlessly
Amongst the dark trees
Suddenly you appeared
With Raven hair
Dark penetrating stare
A self assured smile
And a hand placed upon a cocked hip.
Your radiant smile lifted my spirits
And your touch set my skin ablaze
You pulled my sorrow
From my soul
And filled me with your
Delight instead
All that night
With tender caresses
And sensual kisses
Longing sighs
And pleasured.....
You drew me deep
You made me whole
And filled my soul
When I left that wood
I was no longer alone
But hand and hand
With you
This one is dedicated to m Goddess. @NiaRox
I love you and you’re so amazing I hope this was everything you wanted