I don't know... I was expecting Attraction are only chemical reactions of the human brain to find another suitable "GOOD" genes (Yes I'm an ACE), but... I was dumbfounded, when I was chatting with someone, and she says, I like you. I asked but "But Why?" She said, "Because you are a nice person by heart." It got me thinking so hard until this day... I'm still dumbfounded 0_0.
@knownsense You know, I survived 2 suicides(not attempts), Yes, I have the clinical sickness. You will feel that in your life. Someday you will look back, and say, "I DID THAT SHT before" Life is never easy...It will never be, it will keep getting harder and harder...that's why, YOU NEED TO LEVEL UP. If you dwell in sadness, do it. Your GROWTH will depend on you. Not from me, or other people, but ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH? It IS hard. Depression? You are just experiencing it's first symptoms... I experience Major depression 3 months a year since I was 16. Trust me, you will get used to it. SLOWLY AND CAREFUL, until you won't give a ShT.
She said I was nice, she is actually flirting with me, and I had no Idea. {(I mean, she is 19...I only think of her like a little sister or one of my students(I'm 26 by the way),she have cute canines too.} So.... I really cannot comprehend...It's quite... my first few times people flirted with me and I still got no idea 0_0 (I can't keep AMY XBOX out of my mind though,maybe someday, we will meet again she was a good chatter.
Well... 60 seconds to Mars
@Indrid-Cold Perefection! Everyone is offended by everything that time
I dunno... I beat, you are still young and the world is still ahead of you.
@knownsense You know, I survived 2 suicides(not attempts), Yes, I have the clinical sickness. You will feel that in your life. Someday you will look back, and say, "I DID THAT SHT before" Life is never easy...It will never be, it will keep getting harder and harder...that's why, YOU NEED TO LEVEL UP. If you dwell in sadness, do it. Your GROWTH will depend on you. Not from me, or other people, but ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH? It IS hard. Depression? You are just experiencing it's first symptoms... I experience Major depression 3 months a year since I was 16. Trust me, you will get used to it. SLOWLY AND CAREFUL, until you won't give a ShT.
I can always control/remember my dreams(not all of them, most of the time are bits) Like the other day, evening at the beach with penguins, the other night: Fish pond with komodo dragons) I can control it though. And I am aware. What makes it scary...is venturing forth, out of the dream's layers...MOST of the time, I found myself in outer space... The vast outer space, the dread, the distance and the beauty of nothingness...BUT the scariest I have venture forth, is a dark room with a metal cube. You will feel trap, you cannot control your dream, you feel caged on it with a metal cube(1m by 1m) on the ground. I think, that cube is a the place, we are not supposed to be 0_0.
0_0 you know, in order for relationships to work, each partners must respect each other. This only implies, you are not ready for a relationship. And it's sad. Being in a society like this who wants to make MEN(Machismo Society) or WOMEN (Feminist Society above the opposite gender...is just pitiful, either side is sad. Why not you love each other, with all the flaws? Men and women working together, builds a better society, being each other's support. Not Machismo vs. Feminist.
She said I was nice, she is actually flirting with me, and I had no Idea. {(I mean, she is 19...I only think of her like a little sister or one of my students(I'm 26 by the way),she have cute canines too.} So.... I really cannot comprehend...It's quite... my first few times people flirted with me and I still got no idea 0_0 (I can't keep AMY XBOX out of my mind though,maybe someday, we will meet again she was a good chatter.
I don't know...I mean, what's wrong being lonely? Loneliness teaches you independence and thinking for your own without crowd and peer pressure.
I don't know... I was expecting Attraction are only chemical reactions of the human brain to find another suitable "GOOD" genes (Yes I'm an ACE), but... I was dumbfounded, when I was chatting with someone, and she says, I like you. I asked but "But Why?" She said, "Because you are a nice person by heart." It got me thinking so hard until this day... I'm still dumbfounded 0_0.
Someday, somehow...you will be fine
You can be sad...But Sad for now.
If that day come... you will look back back and say...
"I have been there..." like I looked back too. Just remember...
SEEDS NEED TO BE BURIED IN THE DARK, DROWN WITH WATER AND EXPERIENCE HEAT TO GROW. And ,SO FAR YOU HAVE SURVIVED 100% OF YOUR WORST DAYS. YOU'RE DOING GREAT.
I dunno... I beat, you are still young and the world is still ahead of you.
@Indrid-Cold Perefection! Everyone is offended by everything that time