Best posts made by PenitentDuckling

Two weeks ago I left an abusive relationship that I've been in and out of for about 3 years now. Every time we were together my partner cheated on me and this time round they abused me physically and mentally (I have a socket fracture from them slamming a door on my head).

Throughout the relationship they cheated on me at every chance they got, insulted me and just degraded me to feel absolutely worthless and subservient. I recently found out that they were cheating on me with one of their step-parents that I thought was a friend of mine, when I look back so many things only now add up.
I can't stop getting stressed, crying and losing my mind all day over this even though I don't directly think about it as much as I can. I'm feeling hopeless and sometimes I consider suicide just to stop it all but I stop myself when I think of my family. I just don't know what to do or how to cope, I don't feel like I'll ever be enough and I'll just keep getting hurt.

I just like friendliness, I'll follow you :)

I can't help but do something several times a day, it's pretty disruptive now and I need to kick it, any ideas or tips?

@hectic If I had a pp I'd do just that

Random: some twat just called the police on me for standing outside my own home lol

Vegeta! What does the scouter say about his power level?!

"Please get raped"

Please feel free to share your opinions on intermittent fasting here. Have you tried it? Know any success or failure stories? I do it and it's worked wonders!

@DIV That's actually pretty smart, thank you!

@Indrid-Cold I think I would, I love chatting to new people and just socialising in general.

Way to fall by Starsailor. I've spent too many nights listening to this while drinking my tears away, it's a great coping song.

@TheGoldenMole It does, thank you!

YOU ARE BIG, THAT MEANS YOU HAVE BIG GUTS THAT I CAN RIP OUT

HAVE YOU SEEN MY SON I'M LOOKING FOR MY SON

You guys are right, they aren't worth it at all and I am trying to look ahead while bettering myself, I just have days like this where I can't control my thoughts and feelings and they get the better of me. It's hell on earth but people like you guys are what's keeping me going :)

@Karina-Kara I did think about carrying a screwdriver as a possible self defense weapon, but I realised that it would be way too small of a wound to do much unless you went crazy deep or stabbed them in the throat or another delicate but vital region :/

My ID is Oldsnake225, I don't really play many multiplayer games but if I come across any in my collection I'll let you know, feel free to add me! :)

@Chicken-meat Lmao I don't watch that shit either, I just know the meme

@Morf Dude, awesome shotgun!

@Rayse I'd actually love to, sadly I don't have those sorts of connections lol