Two weeks ago I left an abusive relationship that I've been in and out of for about 3 years now. Every time we were together my partner cheated on me and this time round they abused me physically and mentally (I have a socket fracture from them slamming a door on my head).
Throughout the relationship they cheated on me at every chance they got, insulted me and just degraded me to feel absolutely worthless and subservient. I recently found out that they were cheating on me with one of their step-parents that I thought was a friend of mine, when I look back so many things only now add up.
I can't stop getting stressed, crying and losing my mind all day over this even though I don't directly think about it as much as I can. I'm feeling hopeless and sometimes I consider suicide just to stop it all but I stop myself when I think of my family. I just don't know what to do or how to cope, I don't feel like I'll ever be enough and I'll just keep getting hurt.