Best posts made by James C-137

Thanks to everyone who has gotten me here where i am today, i wanna thanks you my TWS community and friends especially my best mates @Samir7 and @χανιєя couldn't have got here without u guys Hugs and vibes to all of u 😇😉😎

What kind and what spread if normal. Toast is the best!!! Upvote if u agree 😂😂😂

I lost my real mum while being conseived that was the hardest thing i had to learn to accept, so at the age of 7 i lost my little brother mason when he was born they couldn't help him breathe i saw my little brother die in front of eyes when i was 9 i lost my great nan she had died in her sleep and i was still very young when i was just 9 and a half i lost my friend of 3 years arron he killed himself cause he was sick and his dad coming home every night drunk bashing him and and his mum always getting beat up. Theres that when i was ten i lost my pop that i loved soo much we were practically best freinds he died of a stroke and cause he also had really bad emphysema from smoking he died at the age of 61. After that me my step mum and step dad moved up here to Queensland where i started a new school never had counciling either. Anyway 5 years had now passed i was a month turning sixteen and i lost my best friend rohan he hung himself from his ceiling fan. I then could understand pain my body broke i couldn't breathe for a long time i couldn't smile till i met this girl named isabel i was with her 1 year 1 month she made me soo happy i thought things were getting better for me till she decided to fck some guy behind my shoulder for a total of 4 months it was only till after a month after our yearly anniversary i found out and dumped her miserable as fck i was then i lost my dad a week before turning seventeen. He died from terminal lung cancer he was only 31 then 6 months after that i lost my sister stepmom and my pop after they crashed into a tree i was put into foster care after that and ive been miserable since. Because of this I've been doing drugs i started smoking pot when i was 16 and smokin tobacco when i was seventeen. Ive had 3 suicide attempts and my life is jus a constant burden to me i wish i didn't have to go through all this shit alone. Ive been hurt too much in my lifetime i hope i have shed any light on anyone who doesn't already know about this crappy life of mine. If you have any further questions or any details I've probs left out leave it in the comm field's below. Have a great rest of you day peeps.☺ Also I've prayed to a god i don't believe in even that don't ease the pain. Peace James out✌

Heey guys anyone know anything TWS that could help me like (What are points used for) and how do u get them? (How do u become a moderator)? And what reputation do u have to be to do certain things? Upvote if you wanna know too or already know ☺

I feel like my life is a game to those around i used to trust my life is an endless void of lies and selfhatred im not enough and im sorry

Vairo - Hide and Seek:

Bassjackers & Jay Hardway - El Mariachi (Official Music Video):

Come on guys lets get a club 😂

@jade-brown look we are not dating ok i don't know man u scare me a lot

He has some really good song so ima give you a sample of his art. A taste of delicious melody. Peace James out✌
3 A.M.:

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Got my braces off finally here's a lil song on how I'm feeling That's Us:

Hey guys i think this will be my last post I'm currently bleeding out too much well goodbye guys especially u sam goodbye man ill miss u. Love to everyone here this is the only place that ever gave me even a little hope goodbye to u all.

@jade-brown yesss

LOVIN IT all is well

This one is a lil different its ok to be yourself love yourself its ok to be you @Lazz Is my inspiration for these posts btw thx bud

@TT120 yeah man sprinkle some Avo on there and ur set 😂

@theholyknight2 Its whack my dude

@Lazz Will do man thanks for the advice much appreciated ☺😎

@Mike-JB i mean ur not wrong in a sense but u have sinned on here to brother but we won't get into that

@TT120 BETTER BELIEVE IT True blue my dude 😉