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So we tend to appear here mostly out of boredom right? So there's this site called omegle.com . And I for one am super bored and cynical and like I've mentioned in previous posts, sapiosexual. For those of you who don't know what it means, it means being aroused by intelligence. Kinda like the saying "smart is the new sexy". (I hope this is not inappropriate, so it won't be moved) So basically, with Omegle you can find strangers who want to talk about a common topic. Now, I think our common tag was MBTI (Myers-Briggs Type Indicator), if you know what it is. He said he was an INTP and I said I was an INFP. We started talking about how both of we were both sapiosexuals. And then, it came down to comparing intellectual levels. Now, please not that this was never my idea but I still went along with it so I'm equally at fault probably? Anyways, he "deduced" that I was smart and called me an INTP (all smart people don't have to be INTPs). Anyways, I'm not that smart. But ehh. Who doesn't like flattery, right?
So then, we exchanged other social platform IDs and we called it a night. We started talking the next morning, taking random quizzes or something. XD. I was bored. You do cringey things when you're bored. So, it was finally decided that I was smarter. Yes, I do take pride in it but I don't see the point of comparison though. And then, he drops the "I love you" bomb. I'm like:
(Hope you're enjoying the Barney Stinson GIF lol)
And then I say, "you don't even know who I am. Lol. And don't get your hopes up so high cuz I don't like people that easily". And then we talk about each others secrets we've never told anyone, yes I'm talking about the things you think I'm talking about, if you know what I mean. And then, he drops the bomb again. I say, " I barely know you". He says, "I shared my darkest secret with you. How can you still not like me?"
The point I'm trying to make here is, I understand that we get lonely sometimes and that's alright. But don't convince yourself to settle for something you never even deserved. And no, that's not love. Maybe flattery, but not love.
Anyways, how it ended ultimately was that me being my cynical self started to apparently make him question if there was a chance I was a dude. So he asked me to send a picture of my hands, lol. He said he could identify gender by looking at the hands. I sent him a picture. He said I had man hands. Lmao! Apparently, he didn't know what to do or whether to trust me. And I immediately sensed where this was heading... He was asking for a picture of my face. I bluntly said no. And then he starting swearing and it got wild. I tried to make peace. I guess it kinda did work, but yeah. We "split" (lol) in amicable terms.

Hope you enjoyed reading this. I would love to hear your experiences of the sort too.
Hope you have a good day :) .

@Smoking-Hot Thank you. Means a lot to me. :)

So this was way back when I had a huge crush on this guy. I wrote this song before it actually started to happen but, you know. Anyways, here's how it goes:

EARPHONES

I call my ex
And he lifts the phone
I tell him what
He doesn't bother at all
I say good bye
He ain't cutting the call
I know why
Cuz' he's with his girl.....

So I plug in my earphones,
And listen to what they're talking.
Oh! I just hate that evil girl
Cuz' she stole my guy and

I hate those speakers
I love my earphones [2X]
I hate those speakers
I love my earphones a lot....

Right until then,
He lured me just enough.
And right for now,
Not a hope at all
I'm struggling 'lot
He ain't helping at all
I know why,
Cuz he's with his girl....

So I plug in my earphones,
And listen to what they're talking.
Oh! I just hate that evil girl
Cuz' she stole my guy and

I hate those speakers
I love my earphones [2X]
I hate those speakers
I love my earphones a lot....

Sometimes it's so much hard to think.
Mhmmm
He used to be my favorite thing
Mhmmm
I don't know what to do right now
Mhmmm
Please help me, please help me, please help me
Yeah, yeah, oh!

So I plug in my earphones,
And listen to what they're talking.
Oh! I just hate that evil girl
Cuz' she stole my guy and

I hate those speakers
I love my earphones [2X]
I hate those speakers
I love my earphones a lot....

So, yeah. That's that. Please lemme know how it is. Comments would really help.
Hope you have a good day :)

So, I'm working on this teen/drama/coming-of-the-age movie. And, um it's based on a French movie called Jeune et Jolie which is an erotic drama.
It's about a 17 year old girl who is discovering her sexuality and in the process, becomes a prostitute. How her life changes afterwards, is what the story is about. Now please keep in mind that I'm just a beginner and it might be bad. But cut me some slack if you can.
Liberated (1).pdf
Comments are very much appreciated.
Again, if you do read it, please tell me what you think. I could really use the opinions.
Hope you have a good day :)

@Mike-JB Nahh. I was just talking in general. I mean, yes, I'd love for it to find some one anytime. But there's no rush. So... I couldn't bother the least about a picture.

I didn't get you?
A guy with no picture?

Maybe this is something mutual or maybe not. Now , sure, there are a lot of horny people on the internet and really no one's at fault here unless it's not mutual or without consent(happens very often, I get it). But you know, I don't care if the guy's horny. I mean, sex is a biological need and a really good feeling, so who am I to have anything against that? If anything, I support that. Because I want to have a relationship with someone who's not asexual.
Yes, asexual people are just not inclined toward sex. They can still want romantic relationships. And I support every gender. So, it's wrong saying there are just two. Maybe there are biologically mostly two, but orientation-wise, you can be anything.
Anyways, I tend to be sapiosexual cuz who isn't turned on by intelligence? And as for intelligence, it's a very critical matter. I mean, you talk to a guy, you can kinda make out whether he's smart or not but if he's trying too hard, then you know he's not the one.
Besides, I think we tend to be this picky, judgmental and cynical only because we're on the internet(unless of course, if you're very naive). I know that when you develop feelings for people in real life, you don't care if they're mean, or ignorant, heck, act like a douche(yes, this one talks rather about my self-respect than anything else), but sometimes you just like a person. And if they're wrong for you, well, ultimately, you do realize you shouldn't like them and then, given some time, you're back to normal except you've learnt something new which you should keep in mind for the future.(Don't like motherfuckers who don't care about you)
There's also this thing. People say "I love you" way too many times. I mean throwing off an "I love you" just like that really loses the purpose of even saying it. What is true love even? I don't know. I've never felt it with someone apart from my family(which, in this case I want to feel). There's a huge difference between liking a person a lot and loving them.
Loving a person, at least what I imagine it to be, is when you don't have to spend all that much time together but you know, you just know, you have someone there that you can meet who can make you feel good. Some times, it can be toxic, but that just depends on what kind of a person you are, to be able to handle it or not. And this trust, now I'm not saying that people can't cheat on the ones they love, because that happens too. And it is painful. But just the general thing that you know you can trust them with your life. And they get you and you get them. It's like a mutual understanding - be it a normal situation or an inside joke - something that the two of you share. And that one characteristic, no, not beauty, that some times ties all those loose ends during tough times; that one thing that makes you love them even more; that one thing that reminds you of why you're with them.

But yeah, those are all my thoughts. Please share yours. I'm waiting :)
Really. For those of you reading, I'd love to listen to your opinions. Hope you follow for more posts like this, if you like it. This should be an interactive topic.

1. 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU: We all love Heath Ledger. He can play a vast variety of roles - from the periodic playboy Casanova to the psychopath Joker, and to the lovely gay portrayal in Brokeback Mountain. In this movie, he plays the bad boy Patrick Verona, who is paid to take Kat Stratford - a feminist, "I don't give a fuck about what you think about me", individual, independent, artistic girl. They are bound to fall in love because they're both broken in some way or the other.

2. TO ALL THE BOYS I'VE LOVED BEFORE: It's a sweet movie about a shy girl and a popular guy. The confusion, all of it - though, I think, what I liked the most is, sometimes you think you're just pretending but you actually end up having feelings. Also, PS I Still Love You is very bad compared to this. Maybe the book was good but the movie wasn't all that good.

3. EASY A: A girl gets paid to say she has sex with guys, but really doesn't, is branded the term slut in her school. She finds herself vulnerable at times and doesn't notice deceptions. In the end, she gets with her childhood crush, the guy who knows her the best, the guy who was the first one to ever make her lie in Seven minutes in Heaven. So he knows that she never really had sex. P.S.- If you liked the story, you should read The Scarlet Letter.

4. THE DUFF: Kinda like Easy A, it's about being proud of who you are, discovering your personality, that phase in high school when you have too many insecurities, and what not.

5. CLUELESS: Everyone watched this. And let me drop this bomb: this movie is also based on one of Jane Austen's novels, Emma. (Emma is a lovely movie too. Watch the one with Gwyneth Paltrow.) The movie's a classic. Nothing more to add.

6. MEAN GIRLS: There's not much to say, but better mention it if you hadn't watched it. Also, did you know that the screenplay was written by comedian and actress Tina Fey?

7. THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER: Now, I know, this movie deserve a spot somewhere in the top because it really is a great movie. So calm, subtle and simple - the movie might be boring for few, but it's about imagining it fully. How Sam and Charlie end up getting together is absolutely beautiful.

8. THE BREAKFAST CLUB: Okay. Maybe a tactic to mention the best ones last, this one's an intense movie. It's not one of those movies that's easy to watch, you really need to feel it. There's a lot of swearing and fighting, so you see what I mean? It's quite different from most of them.

9. THE SPECTACULAR NOW: The innocent character to Shailene Woodley and the been-through-tough-times to Miles Teller really appropriate for both of them. A little bit stereotypical gender-wise, when he's angry and she tries to calm him down and doesn't leave him, we still love watching how they mange it till the end. I personally think that the sex scene, the car scene and the restaurant one are my most favorite.

10. FLIPPED(not high school though, middle school love): This story of Bryce and Juli, the one where the girl is free-spirited and the guy is uptight, just warms your heart. We see how simple it is being misunderstood, the feelings of each person amidst a one-sided love. They finally make it, though. But isn't that just the way movies are supposed to be?

Now, there are a lot of honorable mentions like Say Anything, Some Kind of Wonderful, Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, 17 Again, She's All That, She's the Man,
Grease, and The Kissing Booth.

1. Bridget Jone's Diary: A representation of my favorite movie Pride and Prejudice, it's hard to ignore how cute the two Academy-award winning actors Renée Zellweger and Colin Firth look together.

2. What's your Number?

3. Just Go With It

4. Along came Polly

5. Two Weeks Notice

6. The Proposal

7. Life As We Know It

8. Crazy Rich Asians

9. Friends with Benefits and No Strings Attached (I love how both Ashton and Mila worked on this kind of theme and got together, though they technically did meet first in That 70s Show)

10. Forgetting Sarah Marshall

11. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

12. Pretty Woman

13. Four Weddings and a Funeral

14. There's Something About Mary

15. 50 First Dates

16. Sweet Home Alabama

17. Made of Honor

1. LOKI: One of the wittiest, funniest, and entertaining characters in the MCU, Loki is probably a common favorite. And to think Tom Hiddleston auditioned for the role of Thor is simply terrifying cuz who can play it better than Tom Hiddleston. I love how there's so much going on in his head, I'd really love to know. But deep down, he's a good ol' sentimental guy.

2. HAWKEYE: Maybe it's just the tough guy act, but I sure as hell fell for it. Sure, people have managed to mock Hawkeye's abilities and qualifications as an Avenger (by the way, I really loved the SNL skit if you know what I'm talking about. If you don't, then here's the link:

3. HULK: I guess I also dig the smart but shy kinda guys too. I mean, to be suffering to be Hulk and Bruce at the same time made us laugh but there's really so much more going on there. And he's also one of those characters we see in movies but really don't know anything much about them.

4. IRON MAN: This one's kinda cliche but who doesn't love Tony? That badass who loves his AC/DC, doesn't care about what anyone thinks, doesn't have a care in the world, spoiled billionaire kid ? Um, me. But, at the end of the day, he did own what was all due and even sacrificed his life to defeat Thanos.

5. CAPTAIN AMERICA: He's a nice guy. Does he sound like a grandpa douche sometimes? Sure. But he's one of the most responsible people there and sometimes happens to throw off phrases like "Language, Tony".

6. CAPTAIN MARVEL: She's the only woman I've mentioned so far. Not that the others are shit but I just kinda like her. Carol Danvers struggling with her identity, remembering things she can't explain, standing up to people who are wrong - sounds pretty much like basic superhero stuff. But it still did make it into my heart, or maybe that's just because Brie Larson's such a talented actor.

Six are all we can settle for right now, cuz if I keep going I'd probably mention everyone's name. Still, I can't help myself but I'm gonna. Kinda like worthy mentions: Stephen Strange, Peter Quill, Gamora, Shuri, Groot, Rocket, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan, Yondu, Scott Lang, Bucky Barnes, Peggy Carter, Nick Fury, Maria Hill and Sam Wilson.

So, one of my favorite movies, if you've read my previous posts you'd know, is Pride and Prejudice. I don't know why I like the movie. Maybe the fact that a person who hated someone can fall as deep in love with them intrigues me very much.

And one of my most favorite lines from the movie, it's not there in the book, which made me realize the importance of screenwriting, is the "Are you so severe on your own sex?" scene. When describing the attributes of an accomplished woman, Mr. Darcy and Ms. Bingley make a list as follows:

                     CAROLINE BINGLEY
      Absolutely. She must have a thorough
      knowledge of music, singing, drawing,
      dancing and the modern languages, to
      deserve the word. And something in her
      air and manner of walking.

                     DARCY
      And of course she must improve her mind
      by extensive reading.
      (Elizabeth closes her book.)

                     ELIZABETH
      I am no longer surprised at your knowing
      only six accomplished women. I rather
      wonder now at your knowing any.

                     DARCY
      Are you so severe on your own sex?
                    ELIZABETH
      I never saw such a woman. She would
      certainly be a fearsome thing to behold.

She would certainly be a fearsome thing indeed. This is a movie I enjoy greatly because of the fierceness and independence Jane Austen has given to the character Elizabeth Bennet. Now, I'm not saying that I have any characteristic similarities to her. I simply admire her. If any one, I think I would rather be like Jane Elliot from Persuasion.
As to my other favorite romantic movies, there's a list.

In Time: A simple feel-good movie that makes you appreciate the present that you have, even if you can go back and do it all differently.

Before Sunrise: A surreal meeting between the hero and heroine; they feel a connection on the train and instantly set off to spend some time together else where. The depths of their conversations give me the goosebumps. It's something that one can feel and relate to. A simple, low-budget movie(controversial), where we just get engaged listening to the two of them talk about their adventures to Love Town and the opinions they've formed because of their experiences.

There's a lot more to come, but maybe some other time.

And races. RIP George Floyd. Or any kind of inequality like that.

Yes. Exactly. I completely agree with you. We should be gender-blind but it's a human trait to observe. So all I'm saying is that we must inculcate the mindset as to not look down at others, especially when it comes to genders.

Umm. So, I think I'm a feminist. It'd probably be cliche quoting from Google the definition but I'm gonna say it anyways. Feminism is a range of social movements, political movements, and ideologies that aim to define, establish, and achieve the political, economic, personal, and social equality of the sexes. So, really, it's not like feminism is related to femininity; sure, on particular grounds, based on past happenings. Feminism is the equality of genders, and when I say genders, I mean more than two. Yes, that's right. People should be accepted fully irrespective of their sexual orientation; be it lesbian, gay, trans, bi, or as many as there are - I was just trying to generalize the common ones. Now, I might have gone a little off-track but safety is something that most of us crave; consent, security, privacy - all of which are found rarely today. Now, I don't only speak for women. Men are being suppressed or being treated inappropriately too.
So, I'd like to put it out for those feminist-haters that you've got it out all wrong. Feminists are supposed to treat men and women equally, and so I intend to. And man-haters who call themselves feminists are also equally at fault. Sure, statistically, women have faced many more atrocities in the past and still continue to but that doesn't give anyone the right to suppress a gender. I think the change will come only when we embrace one another fully.
That being said, have a happy life and don't hurt others.:slightly_smiling_face:

So I think I'm too involved in movies that I'm convinced that I will never be able to get satisfied that a certain feeling is love. Who wouldn't love to be the main female character of a Jane Austen book. And then we'd all get a Darcy or a Knightley. Not that I've ever had a boyfriend, but I'm open to the thought. And I've also tried the "online dating". Didn't work for me. You know, the more you talk to a person, ideally, you're supposed to get to understand them and like them better but really, I feel repulsed after getting to know people them and there phoniness. I mean, granted, it's the internet but ehhhh, I'd still like to be shown hope sometimes. Also, I am so loving typing on my keyboard right now.

@Where There's a lot of us waiting to fall in love yet...

@Where I don't think your rude. I think being as it is that we're on the internet and lack intimacy, at least as of right now, you don't feel anything. I mean, I've got no real life experience at all, so probably me saying this is just a waste of time. But yeah, I know that I wanna be loved and want to love too. And there are guys I meet on the internet, but I don't know. I guess I don't feel a real connection.