@cool-mofo yeah but you don't know that all my life that I was abused and my grandma is going to die, so that would make 1 survivor left in my family- In other words, I only have 2 people left in my family, and I was abused by my dad physically and emotionally, verbally too. I get bullied in school, I went to a mental facility three times, I came out positive for being completely insane- but now what's left of my life? I've tried multiple doctors, multiple pills, multiple therapists, nothing's helping. It just keeps haunting me, there's no end to this.
