@arusha Woaah !! It's quite amazing since it has the emotions and the feelings you so deeply have.. I'm sure she/you is/are so privileged to have each others.. In today's era of brutality, things like this seem no less than a miracle.. Splendid Ms !!

@WtfJudith I did move out to pursue my graduation at the age of 18.. Its quite common for the ones who seek to pursue further education from a different place than there native

@Arusha Bunnies, because they are just too cute the way they are :)

@pe7erpark3r Great that you have found one amidst the many.. I just lost the only one after a togetherness of nearly over a decade. So, my perception has completely changed in regards to this..

@The-Mods I totally agree with you.. Most of us might be having the same perception, especially the ones who have been through the disastrous phase :/

@sania-sus This happens to be the wholesome truth my dear.. We can only be the mute audience amidst the brute show life has offered, for the decisions/choice we made..

@Livetodie @kristina-willis Having some-one around yourself, worthy enough, to hold your back, makes it a lot easier to overcome situations like these.. A close friend of mine reminded me again today, "time heals it all. You will get used to the feeling and start seeing what went wrong. You are never going to forget what happened but this is also going to make you a better person. The stronger the cause, the longer it's going to take so as to heal. So, don't lose hope already. Concentrate on the things you are good at. I am sure it's going to help, slowly but surely."

@Janet "Fogive to Forget".. No matter how simpler this might sound, but the execution to it is quite harder..

@erikagautney A big heartfelt "Thanks" :clap: to you guys, for investing your energy and time so as to come up with an extremely elaborative response to each and every bit in there :) A lot much still remains, untold/inexpressible :disappointed: :loudly_crying_face: Yeah, the chess analogy would be very appropriate and right to understand and counter fight the situations whatsoever comes upfront.. At the same time, you hardly can make a move, when you're not in good shape.. When the decisions have been way too agonizing, Would you wonder, on the reason why is it so hard to further decide upon ? About "THE ENTIRE WORLD", You have your own tiny little world, built around, with the ones you rely upon, with the things you love to do and so on.. Any disturbance/irregularities into the same, no matter what it is, how is it related to, but surely/definitely it affects you.. Yep, It is my turn to move, and since most(all) of my moves had been worse, I feel !!" There is no "pass" or "skip a move".. But what do I make a choice about ?? Do I have those options to chose from ? Might be/not.. The mere essence of harshness which has dissolved itself to such an extent, which now seems to be inseparable.. Some lessons lead to unidirectional way where isn't a coming back :(

@Ashish_ Lethargic

@arusha Woaah !! It's quite amazing since it has the emotions and the feelings you so deeply have.. I'm sure she/you is/are so privileged to have each others.. In today's era of brutality, things like this seem no less than a miracle.. Splendid Ms !!

@janet Happy Friendship Day :)

@anushree Hello there :) Hope you're doing well !! It isn't what you have or who you are or where you are or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy.. It is what you think about it.. Don’t waste your time in anger, regrets, worries, and grudges.. For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.. Even if you cannot change all the people around you, you still can change the people you choose to be around.. Life is too short to waste your time on people who don’t respect, appreciate, and value you.. Spend your life with people who make you smile, laugh, and feel loved.. Believe me Folks, "NO" medicine can cure what happiness could not !! Last, but never the least, the most important thing is to enjoy your life, to be happy it's all that matters at the end !!

Well, everyone has a friend who holds a very special place in his life. Talking about men…a friend whom you love unconditionally and selflessly.....a friend who knows every secret of your life and who is always the first person whom you want to call when you are in some mess…a friend who tells you exactly what you want to hear. He was such a friend to me. My best friend – if that defines the zenith of good friendship. I would rather say, there is no definition of friendship that we shared with each other, the more I explain it, the more complicated it becomes to recite the aspects of our relationship.

He was that closer a friend to me, who knew all the nitty-gritties of my life…from every one who ever came into my life, to passwords of my email accounts or public profiles. Absolutely everything! He was the only person on earth I trusted blindly and cared for, truly and unconditionally. He was the only one till I lost him amidst the chaos. WHY ? What ? How ? Damn many questions to be answered, yet unanswered, leaving behind a great vacuum which wouldn't fade so easily.. #Friendship_Hurts_As_Well :(

When you experience loss, be it personal, professional, financial, mental or whatsoever, people just say you’ll move through the 5 stages of grief..
Denial . .
Anger . .
Bargaining . .
Depression . .
Acceptance . .

Is it all ? Really ? I believe "NOT"

What they don’t tell you is, "You’ll cycle through them all of these every fcuk**g day and its not gonna help..

#Reality_Check #Got_Any_Say !!

@sania-sus Hey there !! I'm utterly sorry for what you have been through, and how it haunts even now !!
My dear friend, let's give a though upon, What is love? & What was love for me actually ?
It was when I believed, I was the happiest person on earth, if I had only her and nothing else..
It was when I looked at her, and felt a pain in my chest, over how I would find anything more beautiful..
It was when I started writing, because what she made me feel was so intense, it couldn't just remain in my thoughts..
It was pain, a feeling that emptied out my chest and ate me alive knowing just because I love her, it didn't entitle me to have her..
My love for her was like an ocean, slowly drowning me and I was clinging to the last piece of driftwood that was my hope.. Sometimes holding upon is more painful
than letting it go..
#Life_it_is #Untold_Truth #It_hurts

@sania-sus This happens to be the wholesome truth my dear.. We can only be the mute audience amidst the brute show life has offered, for the decisions/choice we made..

@Janet Yeah, it does.. But also leaves a deep scar somewhere within, which keeps one haunted for enough long.. Amidst the various availabilities we opt for a few and when it changes everything around, its not easy again..

Hollowness- that I understand, from each and every bit life had to offer. I've now started to believe that there isn't anything one can do to fix it. That's what I've taken from the crucial irreversible phase I had. The holes in your life are permanent and will stay along. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mold yourself through the gaps strongly. What do you guys have to say about the same ? :) :love-you_gesture_medium-light_skin_tone:

@Arusha I would like to quote the closing line from one of the most celebrated sonnets by the seventeenth-century, "They also serve who only stand and wait".