Everytime I see the pictures or videos I had of her, I feel so depressed and uneasy. Thinking about how good life was back then with her makes me feel even worse and I cry by myself sometimes thinking about her. She is so beautiful and meant the world to me and for a long time I thought we were soulmates and we're meant to be. I just can't get her out of my head and when I do get her out of my head I feel so empty inside. I feel like a loser, like I didn't accomplish anything in life, like I'm a failure. Here I am online on some random website trying to get help from strangers hoping that I can get better. I don't expect any responses and this whole message is probably gonna sit below a million other messages so I guess I'm writing this to myself.

@rebelw-acause Thank you so much for understanding. This really helped a lot and I wish you all the best

Thank you all of you for the wonderful and comforting replies. I am also sorry to hear about the situation you're in @Doc2.0 and I pray that your days get better! As for me, I have been recovering really well the past few weeks and it rarely bothers me anymore. I once again thank all of you for the help and support on this random website I found on google and for taking time to write a reply to help a stranger. I wish all of you the best of luck in your future endeavors!

Cheers!
-Joe

@rebelw-acause Thank you so much for understanding. This really helped a lot and I wish you all the best

Everytime I see the pictures or videos I had of her, I feel so depressed and uneasy. Thinking about how good life was back then with her makes me feel even worse and I cry by myself sometimes thinking about her. She is so beautiful and meant the world to me and for a long time I thought we were soulmates and we're meant to be. I just can't get her out of my head and when I do get her out of my head I feel so empty inside. I feel like a loser, like I didn't accomplish anything in life, like I'm a failure. Here I am online on some random website trying to get help from strangers hoping that I can get better. I don't expect any responses and this whole message is probably gonna sit below a million other messages so I guess I'm writing this to myself.