@cuck19m heeey, you can? What are you looking for in return?
what I wrote when I was just a 10 yr old girl
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my feelings that I had experienced when I was a 10 yr old girl
I am me. I am alone. I am broken like my wings has fallen. I am no longer what I use to be. I am lost between time. I frequently mix my dreams and my memories. I am lost and can’t find a way out of here. I have a broken heart because I am perfectly imperfect. I am tears that are being washed by the tide and can’t escape this world. I am gone. I am upset. I am alone. I am weak. I can’t find any colours. I am not worth it. I am never needed. I was used to the glory that I forget this was never meant to mine. I am a flower in the cold. I am useless. I am falling. I am in pain. I am in tears. I am sorry that I couldn’t stop in time. I am not her anymore. I am the reason to fear. I am the fault of every headache. I alone am too much to bear. I am different from inside and outside, but my soul is the same. I am the pain in the burden of nightmares. I am someone who can’t be accepted. I am someone who is too difficult to understand. I always have a doubt if someone cared if I disappear.
But sometimes I find a quiet place and shut my eyes and breathe then focus. Sometimes I feel lost, but I love the people around me and love brings you home. Being honest is always interesting. When I want to grow up, I want to be kind. When my hearts hurt, I wrap them with friendship I shares tears and time, till they wake hopeful and happy again. I'm just about to do something that will let me forgive and forget. I will change.
That what I will do, so to those who I hurt give me another chance.
