@BatGirl666 hey dear I understand what this feeling feels like. I have been through such time and know how it affects you. But you have to control your emotions sometimes coz its life. It has some happy as well as some sad and depressing times. Don't be sad. Try to stay happy and share your pain with me and others, you will feel better.
In moving on you have to remember one thing
Just because you love a person doesn't mean you have to stay. Maybe it's because you love them but you continuously hurt them with your actions or maybe they love you but they know that you deserve better. Nevertheless staying is a choice because it is an action word he or she made a choice and so should you. You can either do it and fuck up the whole thing or you can do nothing and let it fuck you up instead
@BOOTS22I'll be honest. The last one, the MAJOR one; after all that...Nyquil. Lots and lots of Nyquil. Kept me sedated and feeling no pain, for the duration. Then, once sobered up, back to business.