What does this life even want from me?



  • I just can't understand why i'm here.
    Participating in all those silly things.
    This is just too much for me, this all just stinks!

    Witnessing everyone's endless pain.
    Is just getting more and more lame.
    Waking up everyday and having to endure-
    All this pointless torture.
    Having lost my will to live,
    I lately only stare at my shiv.

    Wait a monent, what the hell did i just write?
    This all just doesn't seem in any way right.
    How do i even dare to say such things?
    I'm just a little and confused jinx.

    I haven't even tried to live this life.
    Why do i think that i deserve to thrive.
    From nothing comes no thing, that's what i know.
    Yet i am feeling lately so lost and low.

    I just wanted to live a happy and peaceful life.
    With my family on the mountainside.
    All i ever wanted is a normal life and home.
    Why can't all these coincidences just leave me alone?

    Everything bad should just disappear,
    Which is why i no longer want to stay here.
    But wishing something like this is just worthless.
    So i'd rather fall down because i couldn't care less.



  • Thank you all for cheering me up.
    Yet there is still something to do,
    Something that cannot be stopped.
    But i am still looking for a clue.

    There is one last thing that needs to be done.
    Something for me to blame a long time ago.
    This might become so much fun.
    These are just the ramblings of an ego.

    This strange mountain that i mentioned?
    I'm soon going there for a very last time.
    It appears there is more to the known legend.
    This might be my very last rhyme.



  • @Karina-Kara
    Everytime youโ€™re down, you should recall,
    The answer of โ€œWhy do we fall?โ€;
    The coincidences are a bliss, this you should know,
    You have made friends here and have no foe.

    What is it that you now fear?
    Falling? Staying? Dying? Or not bring able to switch gear?;
    You are unique, this you must have been told,
    Just believe in yourself and see the magic unfold.



  • @Karina-Kara
    I wish you the world that you seek,
    Where you no longer meet us freaks;
    But an escapade is not what usually lasts,
    But I hope this once its not the same as it has been in past.

    Dreams are the fuel that drives our life,
    If they can't be pursued, then we'd rather pick up a knife;
    Find that hole and prove me wrong,
    But even if you can't, be proud of your where you belong.

    P.S.- THAT POEM FROM YOU WAS A MASTERPIECE. I take my hats off, miss.



  • @Karina-Kara
    The time can only tell,
    I'm hoping you are fine and well.
    Cheer up and draw a smile on your face..
    For it will bring you joy and peace. ๐Ÿ™‚



  • @Karina-Kara

    My heart palpitates after reading this,
    Having you as my friend is such a bliss.
    BTW,what or who caused you this mess?
    It's such that "it/they" put you to test.

    Smile , smile , I would surely smile
    heartaches and people will just stay for a while.
    Near or far , no matter how many mile
    someone will save you in their heart like a file.

    Sit back, relax, and fret not
    @Karina-Kara don't you dare soth.
    Your intelligence is so hot,
    Show people here what you still got.

    Stay Kana. ๐Ÿ™‚



  • @Wolfie_11
    Finally, a worthy opponent that awaits.
    Just another reason to hate humans.
    Don't expect any mercy from the likes of me.
    I forever stay your perfect enemy.

    No one knows where the underground is.
    What makes you think you will find it like this?
    Many lifes have already been taken for this mess.
    Your death for this would just be meaningless.

    @cjko
    I really, really hope that someone out there cares.
    Someone that actually does and not in form of a rehearse.
    But my experience has shown me otherwise.
    The truth is that this world is full of lies.



  • @Karina-Kara
    You rate yourself too high,
    Maybe you just need to stop and sigh;
    You think yourself as a demon,
    But show compassion akin to a human.

    What makes you hate the war,
    What makes you go for a mystery and take the fall;
    You think of the earth but wanna evade to star,
    You hate humans but mourn when even the heartbeat of one stall.

    Youโ€™re a soul young and confused,
    Thinking life has been unkind and youโ€™ve been abused;
    So just climb the peak and feel proud,
    And let out your emotions by shouting out loud.



  • @Wolfie_11 Fck, even I liked it.



  • What does this life even want from me?

    It wants you to live.



  • @Karina-Kara
    Give up this fascination, its just a myth,
    Not worthy of being blessed by your visit;
    Its like believing Genie to be Will Smith,
    And yet going for that push button to hit.

    Climb that mountain, if it makes you feel great,
    But return to this world bereft of self-hate;
    Youโ€™re a gem, let this be known,
    Your last rhyme, if it is, shall never begone(sic).



  • @Wolfie_11
    Even if this is all not real.
    I just don't want to be in ordeal.
    A whole underworld full of fantasy.
    Appeals way more then this world for me.

    Letting go of all my Hopes and Dreams.
    Is even worse then this life with no means.
    No, i will forever cling to my lost love.
    Spreading my wings like a dying dove.

    This girl and mountain is my escape.
    From all this wretchedness and hate.
    There will be no one to stop me.
    I will jump down the hole and be free.



  • poet rap battle is the next big thing.

    Cringe



  • Thank you all again.
    You wonder what will happen then.
    After i go to this place alone.
    To be finally and forever gone.

    "Was there something lost?"
    "Couldn't we have helped that host?"
    Why does it even matter to you?
    For the world all of this is nothing new.

    @cjko:
    Smile, smile, smile, don't be so shy!
    Just laugh all the pain you have away.
    Oh! And do wear this fake mask forever.
    Because this miserable life changes never!

    I tried that to make others feel happy.
    But it never managed to do the same for me!
    The heartache, i cannot take it anymore.
    This life of mine is just a cheap and horrible lore.



  • @Karina-Kara
    Stop thanking us if you don't care for our views,
    You're no outwordly human who can make us your muse;
    So go if you want to, you will not be stopped,
    But if you don't find that hole, don't expect your tears to be mopped.

    I don't get attached to many, that luxury is afforded to few,
    So if you come back, I'll find you and kill you;
    Even if you sneak through that hole in the world of fantasy,
    You will find me as the monster that you always wanted to be.



  • @Karina-Kara
    If enemity is what you want, then its on,
    The time to speak mere words has gone;
    Take out the gun and take the shot,
    I would take that bullet up my heart, just as you thought.

    But its not the hate I wish to spread,
    I just wish to take those demons off your head;
    And to not reveal my trueself I've taken a vow,
    So my supreme powers you shall never know.



  • @sup
    Who?



  • @Karina-Kara said in What does this life even want from me?:

    @sup
    Who?

    I did.
    Life expects you to live and survive.
    Isnt this basic?



  • @Wolfie_11
    ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ฏ๐˜€๐—ฐ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป.
    ๐——๐—ผ๐—ป'๐˜ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜: ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฒ.
    ๐—œ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ป'๐˜ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ.
    ๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ถ ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ.

    ๐—œ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ป'๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฒ.
    ๐—ช๐—ต๐˜† ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฒ?
    ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฐ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฏรช๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ.
    ๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ถ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ด๐—ผ ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ.

    ๐—œ ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜€.
    ๐—›๐˜‚๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ฒ.
    ๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€.
    ๐—•๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ท๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜€๐—ฒ.



  • I mean, Philip Larkin wrote some bleak stuff, but was he confident enough to include a shiv in a poem? That guy was a lightweight.






By using TalkWithStranger, you are accepting our privacy and usage terms . You must be 18+ or 13+ with parental permission to use our online chatting site.