What does this life even want from me?

[A Former User]

I just can't understand why i'm here.
Participating in all those silly things.
This is just too much for me, this all just stinks!

Witnessing everyone's endless pain.
Is just getting more and more lame.
Waking up everyday and having to endure-
All this pointless torture.
Having lost my will to live,
I lately only stare at my shiv.

Wait a monent, what the hell did i just write?
This all just doesn't seem in any way right.
How do i even dare to say such things?
I'm just a little and confused jinx.

I haven't even tried to live this life.
Why do i think that i deserve to thrive.
From nothing comes no thing, that's what i know.
Yet i am feeling lately so lost and low.

I just wanted to live a happy and peaceful life.
With my family on the mountainside.
All i ever wanted is a normal life and home.
Why can't all these coincidences just leave me alone?

Everything bad should just disappear,
Which is why i no longer want to stay here.
But wishing something like this is just worthless.
So i'd rather fall down because i couldn't care less.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
Everytime you’re down, you should recall,
The answer of “Why do we fall?”;
The coincidences are a bliss, this you should know,
You have made friends here and have no foe.

What is it that you now fear?
Falling? Staying? Dying? Or not bring able to switch gear?;
You are unique, this you must have been told,
Just believe in yourself and see the magic unfold.

[sup]

What does this life even want from me?

It wants you to live.

[sup]

Nursery kids can answer that.

[A Former User]

@sup
Who?

[sup]

@Karina-Kara said in What does this life even want from me?:

@sup
Who?

I did.
Life expects you to live and survive.
Isnt this basic?

[A Former User]

Thank you all for cheering me up.
Yet there is still something to do,
Something that cannot be stopped.
But i am still looking for a clue.

There is one last thing that needs to be done.
Something for me to blame a long time ago.
This might become so much fun.
These are just the ramblings of an ego.

This strange mountain that i mentioned?
I'm soon going there for a very last time.
It appears there is more to the known legend.
This might be my very last rhyme.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
Give up this fascination, its just a myth,
Not worthy of being blessed by your visit;
Its like believing Genie to be Will Smith,
And yet going for that push button to hit.

Climb that mountain, if it makes you feel great,
But return to this world bereft of self-hate;
You’re a gem, let this be known,
Your last rhyme, if it is, shall never begone(sic).

[A Former User]

@Wolfie_11
Even if this is all not real.
I just don't want to be in ordeal.
A whole underworld full of fantasy.
Appeals way more then this world for me.

Letting go of all my Hopes and Dreams.
Is even worse then this life with no means.
No, i will forever cling to my lost love.
Spreading my wings like a dying dove.

This girl and mountain is my escape.
From all this wretchedness and hate.
There will be no one to stop me.
I will jump down the hole and be free.

[sup]

poet rap battle is the next big thing.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
I wish you the world that you seek,
Where you no longer meet us freaks;
But an escapade is not what usually lasts,
But I hope this once its not the same as it has been in past.

Dreams are the fuel that drives our life,
If they can't be pursued, then we'd rather pick up a knife;
Find that hole and prove me wrong,
But even if you can't, be proud of your where you belong.

P.S.- THAT POEM FROM YOU WAS A MASTERPIECE. I take my hats off, miss.

[cjko]

@Karina-Kara
The time can only tell,
I'm hoping you are fine and well.
Cheer up and draw a smile on your face..
For it will bring you joy and peace. :)

[A Former User]

Thank you all again.
You wonder what will happen then.
After i go to this place alone.
To be finally and forever gone.

"Was there something lost?"
"Couldn't we have helped that host?"
Why does it even matter to you?
For the world all of this is nothing new.

@cjko:
Smile, smile, smile, don't be so shy!
Just laugh all the pain you have away.
Oh! And do wear this fake mask forever.
Because this miserable life changes never!

I tried that to make others feel happy.
But it never managed to do the same for me!
The heartache, i cannot take it anymore.
This life of mine is just a cheap and horrible lore.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
Stop thanking us if you don't care for our views,
You're no outwordly human who can make us your muse;
So go if you want to, you will not be stopped,
But if you don't find that hole, don't expect your tears to be mopped.

I don't get attached to many, that luxury is afforded to few,
So if you come back, I'll find you and kill you;
Even if you sneak through that hole in the world of fantasy,
You will find me as the monster that you always wanted to be.

[cjko]

@Karina-Kara

My heart palpitates after reading this,
Having you as my friend is such a bliss.
BTW,what or who caused you this mess?
It's such that "it/they" put you to test.

Smile , smile , I would surely smile
heartaches and people will just stay for a while.
Near or far , no matter how many mile
someone will save you in their heart like a file.

Sit back, relax, and fret not
@Karina-Kara don't you dare soth.
Your intelligence is so hot,
Show people here what you still got.

Stay Kana. :)

[A Former User]

@Wolfie_11
Finally, a worthy opponent that awaits.
Just another reason to hate humans.
Don't expect any mercy from the likes of me.
I forever stay your perfect enemy.

No one knows where the underground is.
What makes you think you will find it like this?
Many lifes have already been taken for this mess.
Your death for this would just be meaningless.

@cjko
I really, really hope that someone out there cares.
Someone that actually does and not in form of a rehearse.
But my experience has shown me otherwise.
The truth is that this world is full of lies.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
If enemity is what you want, then its on,
The time to speak mere words has gone;
Take out the gun and take the shot,
I would take that bullet up my heart, just as you thought.

But its not the hate I wish to spread,
I just wish to take those demons off your head;
And to not reveal my trueself I've taken a vow,
So my supreme powers you shall never know.

[A Former User]

@Wolfie_11
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗯𝘀𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻.
𝗗𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁: 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗲.
𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗲.
𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝗼 𝗶 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗺𝗲.

𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗳𝗼𝗲.
𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗼𝗲?
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗰 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗯ê𝘁𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝗶𝗿𝗲.
𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗴𝗼 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲.

𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝘀.
𝗛𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗲.
𝗦𝘁𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘀.
𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗲.

[Wolfie_11]

@Karina-Kara
You rate yourself too high,
Maybe you just need to stop and sigh;
You think yourself as a demon,
But show compassion akin to a human.

What makes you hate the war,
What makes you go for a mystery and take the fall;
You think of the earth but wanna evade to star,
You hate humans but mourn when even the heartbeat of one stall.

You’re a soul young and confused,
Thinking life has been unkind and you’ve been abused;
So just climb the peak and feel proud,
And let out your emotions by shouting out loud.

[Alte]

@Wolfie_11 Fck, even I liked it.