@drbecz It is important to be honest with yourself and assess how comfortable you are with risk and whether you are really able to stomach thinking differently. If you need the change in order to become the person you want to be, you should encourage yourself to learn how to deal with uncertainty because it is liberating.
Stay challenged and happy!
It depends on the medication and illness. I rarely take medication and drug so don't have much experience. I found what ur saying interesting. I never knew a medication can make someone having bad thoughts
Influenza is a rather serious disease. It must be treated immediately. You should see a doctor, but if you don't trust a doctor, you can ask for advice on the Internet. When my back hurt, I turned to the Community Clinic Association. I was advised by the Homedics massage chair (go here). My problem was resolved in a fairly short time.